Tuesday, November 30, 2004

5:04PM -feeling good. Happy!-

As usual, whole holiday has been rotting n slacking at home... haha... really super no life... almost everyday visiting Amore (fitness centre)... had been taking up Yoga n Pilates lessons... actually wanted take up Aerobics de... but it seem veri stress with this two lessons le... haha.. Yoga is more on concentration and flexibilty of the body... Pilates is abt making ur body firmer and sleeker... Both makes alot on arms and legs.... haha...

Started 3 weeks ago... at first, gt body ache lo... guess i haven't been working out for a super super long time le... haha... Now still not so bad... getting used to it le... Every tues yoga lesson seem to be the stressful one... i think i m the younger among the people here... but u noe wat all the rest are really good lo... u can see the aunties balancing themselves strongly using 2 hands... blancing the whole body on 2 hands... OMG! i was like strangling lo. haha... the instructor said that been tall was my disadvantage! hai sad sia... today, whole lesson was on balancing using diff styles on 2 hands... i can only make it for a few... the rest was like OMG! haha... nvm i guess i will go on trying... :)

Tml gt Pilates class... it's more consistent ... lessons are more or less the same... so this one not so bad... managable.. haha... Was think abt which one to continue when sch starts... but i guess most probably i might be continuing my Yoga classes... haha... see first la...

ok le la... gng eat dinner le... enjoy the last few days of holiday ba... :)

*5 more DAYS!*

Thursday, November 18, 2004

12:02PM -reading "A Bend in the Road"-

Just wann share wif u all a extracted part from this book.

Read the below:
There r ghosts and there is love,
N both r present here,
2 those who listen, this tald will tell
The true of love n if it's near
Harris Presser had been born in 1843 of a owners of a small candle-making shop in downtown New Bern. Like many young men of the period, Harris wanted to serve for the Confederacy when the War of Southern Independence began. Because he was an only son, however, both his mother an father begged him not to go. In listening to their wishes, Harris irrevocably sealed his fate.
Kathryn Purdy was only seventeen, and like Harris, she was also an only child. Her parents owned both the hotel and the logging mill, and were the wealthiest family in the town. They didn't associate with the Pressers, but both families were among those that stayed in the town after New Bern fell to Union forces in 1862.
...they fell in love...
Despite the war n the occupation, Harris n Kathryn began meeting by the Neuse River on early summer evenings, just to talk, and eventually Kathryn's parents found out. They were angry n forbade their daughterto see Harris anymore, since Pressers were regarded as commoners, but it had the effect of binding the young couple even closer together. But it wan't easy for them to see each other. In time, they devised a plan, in order to escape the watchful eyes of Kathryn's parents. Harris would stand in his parents' candle shop down the street, watching for signal. If her parents were aslp, Kathryn wld put a lighted candle on the sill, and Harris would sneak over. He would climb the massive oak tree right outside her window and help her down. In this way, they met as often as they could, n as the months passes, they fell deeper n deeper in love.
By now, the Union forces were tightening their grip on the South-the news from Virgina was grim, and there were rumors that General Lee was gng to swing down with his army from northern Virigina and try to retake eastern North Carolina for the Confederacy. A curfew was instituted and anyone caught outside in the evening, especially young men, was likely to be shot. Unable now to meet with Kathryn, Harris contrived to work late in his parents' shop, lighting his own candle in the store window so that Kathryn would know he was longing to see her. This went on for weeks, until 1 day, he smuggled a note to Kathryn thru a sympathetic preacher, asking her to elope with him. If her ans is yes, she supposes to put 2 candles in the window-one is said that she agreed, n the 2nd as a signal for when it was safe for him to come n get her. That night 2 candles were lit, n desprite all the odds, they were married that night under a full moon, by the same sympathetic preacher who'd delivered the note. All of them had risked their lives for love.
But unfortunely, Kathryn's parents discovered another secret letter that Harris had written. Enraged, they confronted Kathryn with what they knew. Kathryn defiantly told them that there was nth they can do. Sadly, she was only partly right...
A few days later, Kathryn's father, who had a working relationship with th Union colonel in charge of the occupation, contacted the colonel and informed him that there was a Confederate spy in their midst, someone in contact with General Lee, who was passing the secret information abt the town's defenses. In light of rumors abt Lee's probable invasion, Harris Presser was arrested in his parents' shop. B4 he was taken out to hang, he asked for 1 flavor-a candle to be lighted in the window of his shop- and it was granted. That night, from the limbs of the giant oak tree in front of Kathryn' bwindow, Harris Presser was hanged. Kathryn was heartbroken, n she knew her father had been responsible.
She went to see Harris's parents n asked for the candle that had been burning in the window the night that Harris died. Overcome by grief, they hardly knew wat to make og the strange request, but she explained tt she wanted sth to remember 'the kindly young man who'd always been so courteous to her'. They gave her n that night she lit up both candles n set them on the windowsill. Her parents found her the nxt day. She'd committed suicide by hanging herself from the same giant oak tree...
Those candles burned all night n the following day, until they were nth more than little knobs of wax. But still they burned. In the nxt night, then the nxt. They burned for 3 days, as long as Kathryn n Harris had been married, n then they went off. The following yr on Harris n Kathryn's anniversary, Kathryn's unused room mysteriously caught fire, but the house was saved. More bad luck followed for Purdy family. In finanical ruin, Kathryn's parents moved away, abandoning the house. But...
People sweared that they could see the canles buring in the window above. Others would swear there was only one... but that another was buring in another abandoned building down the street... the only people who see them r young couples in love. Whether or not u two will see them, depend on ur feelings for each other.
This is only a extracted part that i had taken out from this book... found it quite interesting, so wanna share with u all... hope u all enjoy :)

Friday, November 12, 2004

6:39PM -rotting at home-

During this holiday, i tot of alot of things... so many that tots started to run thru my mind... everyday... I m not a person who is gd at handling relationships... all sorts... friends... sister... parents... A person who dun think b4 she tok... really sometimes really hate myself... why can't i just be more sociable... just like my sister... she gt alot of friends... she dun hv the problem of making new friends... totally opposite of my character... r we really sisters??? hahhahaha :)

I haven't been nice to u guys... also tease and make fun of u all... I am not good at expressing my feeling but i can tell u guys that i m really glad to hv friends like u all... someone to joke, crap and lame with... haha... 2 and a half years le... noe u all for so long le... haha... guess u all had enough of my craps... haha... though my jokes may not be as lame as goldfish but.. shld be too far away from hers.. haha.. really had great fun with u all lo....

Sometime really find that been a wonderful person is really hard... i nv meet my expectations b4... nv... dunno why... everyday slacking and rotting... dun even noe wat's my goals and where to go to... dad always say," One must have dreams to motivate oneself". What is my dreams??? Maybe i noe wat but i really need someone to give mi some directions... :)

now gng to watch tv le... take care guys... have a nice holiday

Count down: 24 more days to the end of freedom... hahaha

Friday, November 05, 2004

12:08AM -back from class gathering cum pam's b'dae celebration-

Just reached home not long ago... shower le... but now dun feel like slp though abit tired.... Tonite was a fun night... sth diff compared to my tv nights... haha... In fact, this is my first time out having fun with friends til so late... had great fun! :)

We met up at cityhall... actually shld be Marina Bay de but last min dap called to tell mi change place le... I was like super early... haha... but nvm la... i walked around... then at 635PM stood at the MRT station to wait for the rest...

We went eat buffet... hahaha... i super lousy... ate onli 1 plate of meat, i sian le... haha... was full then... usually i dun eat so much meat for dinner de... haha... tonite i was special... all of us was chatting and laughing... haha... yu cheng told us quite a few of funni experience.. haha... veri funni... sat there til abt 9 plus... then we went off to walk around and took alot of pictures... quite fun

Went home at abt 10 plus... jonathan and sarah were like agruing abt which way to get to the MRT station.. haha... both of them were so funni... but really happy to see them smiling... haha... in the end jonathan won... haha... he gt the short path to the MRT station but... haha... still we gt our direction wrong... haha...

Reached tampines at 11:30PM... took a bus and reached home at 11:45PM... haha... today was a great day... or shld i say ytd nite was a great nite... haha...

Anyway, hope pam and the rest enjoyed the gathering... :)

take care guys! Good nitez :)

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

8:34AM -drinking lemon water-

Morning! :)
Yesterday was a good day... Finally went swimming! hahha... but Tampines Swimming Complex close for upgrading...Reopening on 1 Sept 2005! that is like a lot of months lo... haha... wonder wat they gng to do to the swimming pool... haha...

But still mi and vanessa took bus 31 to bedok swimming complex... reached there at abt 1015AM... was quite empty... no people around... haha... then we went to change and got down to the water... As usual the water was cold but veri cooling... saw alot of dragonfly around... haha... Mum say coz raining days so will have alot of dragonfly... but nvm la... who cares abt them... I swam abit... then was discuss with vanessa on the free style... haha... coz both of us dun noe how to turn our heads up to breathe... tried a few time... gt part it correct le ba... We went shower at abt 1130AM...

After then we went for lunch at the coffee shop near bedok interchange... i ate western food, sauage bacon with egg... haha... i love the western food there... then vanessa ate chicken rice... Actually planned to bring vanessa to chai chee to eat the tom yam soup that i had the other day... but she cannot take sour stuff... so nv go... Then we came back to TM...

Vanessa went to Sebanwang to buy Sun yanzi's album for her bf's brother... the free shirt wa black in colour... not veri nice...i prefer the white one that my sis had... then we went around.... i bought a hair clip and bought my sis a heart shape thing to hang on her phone... I think she will like it... hope so ba... at century square, we saw this stall selling small and cute plates of food.... but this food is just for display... had dim sum, cakes... veri cute...

Reached my place at abt 215PM... then we watched the "shi zhi lu kuo" -shld be spell like that ba :) then we chatted from 3 plus to 5 plus gng 6... tok abt alot of stuffs... but i can't remember wat now... haha.... short term memory la... haha....

Then after she left at abt 6.30PM, Isetan called mi... i went to pick up my dress... haha... finally gt it le... so happy...

ok le... i stop here gt to go see jia xuan le... think she woke up AGAIN! slp only abt 30 min lo... hai

Take care! :)

Saturday, October 30, 2004

10:40PM -juz back from shopping-

Today is a tiring day... walking here n there... now my legs are so tired... haha... But ok la... bought 2 books... ordered a dress...bought a digital camera... spent alot of $$... now really broke le...

This morning went to my grandma's sis shop... so sian there... but no choice, mum wanted to get something from there... then oso acc grandma go see chinese doctor... had tom yam soup+rice for lunch... wow! that tom yam is super delicious... sour and hot... veri balance, just nice... haha... after then my auntie drove us home...

In the afternoon, went suntec... gt there by cab... then went to carrefour... bought anqi's christmas present... and of course sis's favourite, sushi! stayed there for quite long... bought breads and sushi for auntie oso... then went to one of the cd store at suntec... bought my sis's sun yanzi album for $18.90... wasn't as ex as was i thought... -phew!-

Walked to MPH... gt my storybooks... sad sia, can't find "The Notebook" in the end i bought "The Rescue" and "The bend in a road"... hope both are as interesting as it seems to... haha... After then went to take MRT home...

Reached home at 5 plus... put down the stuff we bought... and off we go again... went to auntie house... bought them dinner... had dinner there with my auntie, uncle and grandma... had fried noodles, sushi, mango salad and a can of iced apple tea... We left at abt 7 pus...

Went to Isetan... saw this pink dress... super nice... then wanted to buy it... so asked one of the promoter there if there is another new one... was told that she wasn't the promoter of that area... the promoter there went for a break... so told her to save one for mi and i will be back...
AND she was supposed to.... BUT somehow, that last piece that was supposed to be mine was taken away by one of the auntie... hai... so as a apology, she asked other outlet to send one over to them... I supposed to pick it up on wed... hope it will be there by then...

Then we went to BEST... saw a Canon digital camera... offered at a price of $699 with a free 256MB memory card... the saleperson was so nice... he explain every single part of that camera... try it out for us to see... dad said that was not bad... so i bought it... now abt my whole year tuition pay gone... just in a day... heart pain sia...

ok le la... i wan watch tv le... see ya around... remember plan see when the gals go out together... :)

*spend too much today le :( *

Thursday, October 28, 2004

10:45PM -still awake!-

Everyone in the house is aslp... except for sis and mi... parent and jiaxuan is slping... the whole house is quiet.... using lappie in the living room without lights! Always alone at this time... haha... today gt no TV program.. that why i m here.. :)

Went for dimsum with sarah, jonathan, cheeyuan and hsueh en... cost $15 each... quite cheap la... cheaper that the ones i had with my family... i think... haha... dad always the one who pay... haha... Was chatting and joking together la... too bad dap nv go else i think will be even funnier... haha... imagine dap n cheeyuan arguing... haha... reached the place at abt 1140AM... left at abt 1 plus 2... haha... stayed there for quite long... but i guess i have longer records... haha...

Today tuition last min cancelled... student gt some sch activity... haha... was pretty happy... haha... mean hor... haha... really veri happy slacking at home... walking round the house and playing with baby jiaxuan... haha... but tml still gt tuition... haha... nvm la, at least gt a day break!

Tml might be gng swimming with vanessa, depend on the weather... hai... hopefully it is not gng to rain... -praying- haha.... then gt to go buy sun yanzi's new album for sis... hai... 29 oct is here! sun yanzi's new album OUT!!! haha.... i m not cray abt her but guess my sis like her alot... haha... ailing, u too! haha...

is hoping to go suntec on sat with dad... want to go buy books... haha... sth for mi to read during holiday... hoping to gt "Notebook" and "The Rescue" by Nicholas Sparks... read a short summary of this two books at the back of "Message in the bottle"... sound interesting... AND i completed the book... haha... finished it within 2 days... was abit surprised by my speed... I'm not a fast reader lo...

gng to stop here for today... take care every1 :)

*Hope for the best for everyone*

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

10:05PM -after my TV program-
Listening to Pan Weibo

Just finish watch my 9pm program. Now using my laptop in the living room. Today nothing special happened... as usual, went tuition in the afternoon. reached home at abt 4 plus... was quite tired on my way home... but once i reached home, my energy was all back... haha... walked around the house... disturb my mummy and jiaxuan... haha... guess they are used to that le...

Read this article in i-weekly on an interview with one of the taiwan actress (xiao )... there was this qn: What will u do if u and ur best friend fall in love with the same guy at the same time? tot this qn was quite interesting... wat will u do? step out? fight for him? or? haha... abit wu liao la
Nothing much to blog for today, guess will blog more tml. Gd nitez!

*Respect people and urself*

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

10:48AM -break from ASSESSMENT BK -

Have been busy with tuitions... hai... gng to be qi shi le.... hai... homework gt do... but all wrong gt wat's the difference! just take time i guess... now everyday gt to go to bedok for 2/3 hrs of tuiton... very tired but found it quite nice... anyway i love to teach... especially when student get back their results... haha... hopefully i am really helping and not making thing worst... haha...

Ytd was the last lesson for my neighbour... not teaching her nxt yr le... but i noe she gt improvement... but somehow i gt a feeling that her parents gt sth against mi... dun noe why... the expression shown on their face... I noe my student trying her best to improve le... very happy... hope she can do well for this exams....

Ailing complaining that i nv update my blog... haha.. -points to tagboard- haha.. Sorry gals... hvn't been updating... alot of thing went thru my mind during this sem... but i just dun feel like writing to my blog.. actually saved them as draft... nv publish... but only 2 la... Sorry la... okay.. I promise i will try blog every now and then...

Thurs might be going out for with sarah, dap and cheeyuan... wait for sarah to confirm with mi... haha... the Fri gng swimming with vanessa!!! FINALLY! BUT gt to depend on the stupid weather.. Actually meeting her today BUT RAIN! sad sia... I WAN SWIMMING! haha...

Now sista preparing for her O'levels... dunno wat to do to help her thru this time.... Mi like so free... beside tuition n marking... watch tv lo.... cannot help her much... so nowadays try to help her look around the house to find tibits... get her drinks (coz she stays in the study room the whole day de) ... guess in no time, when she see mi in the room she will noe wat i m gng to do... hahaha.... *Sista, dun worry! Jie give u MORAL support... Believe in urself and u can do it!*

Sarah busy with the ITP project... *Sorry to trouble u! Thanks :)* Really thanks to her... else i oso dunno how m i gng to do up the changes... Dap n Ailing went KL... hope that they r enjoying... Pam... mm.... oso dunno what she has been doing... haha... if still gt dl WQYL must let mi noe wor... i oso wanna watch!

guess i gng to stop here... gt to mark my assessment books le.. see u guys around... take care

*Be true to urself, noe wat u wan*

Saturday, September 04, 2004

something to share with u all:

http://aero.ycis.edu.hk/~luijt/friends/ab.htm
http://aero.ycis.edu.hk/~luijt/friends/abc.htm
http://aero.ycis.edu.hk/~luijt/friends/abcd.htm
http://aero.ycis.edu.hk/~luijt/friends/abcde.htm

go to the links... i find then quite meaningful :) Remember on ur speaker!

Saturday, August 14, 2004

10:37PM -Back from NTUC-

Morning everyone! Just came back from NTUC... wasn't really crowded guess it was still early ba... Today mummy cooking curry chicken with lots n lots of POTATOES! hahhaha... my favourite....

Ytd nite, watch WQYL, the ones that pam copy for mi the other time... watched together with my sis... both of us was like laughing like mad... when we finish watching it was already 1 plus... guess i was so attracted to it that i forgotten the time... :)

Sarah told mi that there is a movie, she watched ytd, veri interesting... and she cried too... haha... poor sarah! *if u are watching today, dun cry le la! * she had been having "mood swing" man... laughing, crying... whahaha... guess we need help her book a place in the woodbridge le! whahaha

Just now on the way home, i heard some1 calling, "Mosquito!"... hahha... who else will call mi that in the middle of the street? Michelle... haha... but was really happy to hear that... felt veri good... actually i always like people calling mi wenzi/mosquito... sounds so close... During secondary school, every1 called mi wenzi/mosquito... then when i just gt into poly, i wasn't really used to people calling mi yiwen... hey, now u all noe why something u call mi and i nv reply le ba... hahaha....

haha... gng to stop here le... wanna go see got wat tv program to watch le. bye... might be updating more later... :)

*Mosquito!!! and that's mi! *

Thursday, August 12, 2004

8:30PM -back from Popular, acc sis go buy thing-

Today is another crazy day... haha... i was pretty lame today... haha... poor dap n sarah! gt to listen to all my lame stuff... hahaha...

Went for PE today... stupiD sim... nv come still ask us to go... wth! haha.... nvm she has been blacklisted by us long long ago! who cares abt her! nvm... another half a year.... wouldn't be see her anymore... looking forward to it.... hahaha... abit mean la... We marked our attendance with Andrew Yong... then GO HOME!!!! hahaha.... poor pam... came all the way from home then go home... hahaha...

Sarah still laughing at the poor rabbit! how mean she is... haha... but was pretty funni la.. haha... Dap remember to shower ur hamster with cold water... see how... whahhaha... jkjk... haha

I think that's all le... bye... now program so BORING! Parliment stuff... hai~

* life is nv smooth! *


Wednesday, August 11, 2004

10:20PM -finish watching my 9PM program le-

Hello... mi now waiting to watch 1045PM de... haha... told u le... I m a TV freak... haha... i watch almost everything... haha... okay la... some shows really teaches mi quite alot of things... abt life de... haha

Today, dap, sarah n mi abit siao le... especially sarah... haha... we were toking abt how we can torture dap's hamsters... haha... putting them into the freezer after shower... haha... was pretty lame... but today sarah really siaO~... really!! hard to believe right? but is true.. haha... when i told her I heard b4 someone helps a rabbit to shower and it ended up dead... she broke into laughter... haha... mean rite? but that was really funni... the story is like that de >>>

The other day I was in the train, saw this group of SP students with a plastic container... inside it there were 2 hamsters... they was wondering if hamsters can shower... then one of them told the rest that she used to have a rabbit but was dead after a shower... the rest was like, "how u shower for it de? use colD~ water ar? or issit u use HOT water"... haha... i nearly broke into laughter but abit pei sei so, CALM DOWN! hahaha... *sarah STOP laughing*

Today EAD assignment was okay but was abit panic at first coz of some small error.... 4 qns onli 1h 30 min... where enough... was rushing like mad... but was lucky that i finish in the end... at least i think i finish le... haha...

Another 5 minutes to my program... *pamela remember to on ur tv wor* haha... guess u all shld noe roughly who will be in the program... haha give u all clue ba... 4 digits... aiyo.. so ming sian le... haha...

i think i end here le la... Everyone dun stress too much wor... Relax... everything has a solution de... remember to :) smile!

* Face every problem with a calm mind... relax*



Monday, August 09, 2004

5:19PM -chatting with parents-

Today is National Day... sian ma... sis tml gt holiday but mi??? haha... NO HOLIDAY!!! haha... haven't been updating my blog lo... sorri ar... coz dun hv anything in mind to blog... haha...

this few day has been doing my CP practical coz gt to upload it into the file exchange in MEL. Hopes my program is logical else later super pei sei de. send dap my program to check... she say it looks ok... hope it is.... haha...

just finish copying the WAD ans... *dahne: I COPY LE!!! haha... photocopy isn't clear coz she wrote it using pencil... so no choice gt to copy... haha... think gng to do PWA proposal tonite ba... coz tml gt to hand up le...

ytd mummy told us that my eldest auntie's husband lost his job... they used to be richer than us but guess now we r abt the same ba... so unpredictable... i always think that my uncle quite li hai de but.... hmm... guess his company abit siao ba.. haha... problem now is my uncle is old le... very difficult to find a job n my auntie... hai... she say she need to take care of my two cousins... noe wat.... one is already sec 3 le and the other one is already JC yr 1 le... still need to bring them and fetch them to n fro school... really dun understand man... can't they wan to take care of themselves... this two cousins wouldn't be able accept the fact that they need to save...wat they buy is alwayspaid by VISA de... hai... but guess the whole family will get over it soon...

this morning did my eLearning for taxes online... gt to do 10 MCQ to get participation mark... hai... guess wat! ans for all the qn is the same... all 1s... haha... was checking my ans then found out that all 1s.. haha... told dap n then she was like, "next eLearning will be all 2s". haha...

think end here at the moment le... mi now on the floor... mummy nagging le... haha... see ya soon... :)

* No matter wat happen, family shld stay and work out a solution together *

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

8:40PM -20 minutes to my show-
 
Haha... 20 more minutes to my "date"... so here to date the rest of u... hmm.. let's recall my i did today...
 
Morning had fried carrot cake for breakfast (mummy bought for mi de, LUV U!)... then meet sarah at 7:45AM... First lesson was WAD... wasn't really doing the practical but at least better for the past few weeks... finished 1 qn... 2nd qn was abit blur... not really sure how to retrieve the diff value using tokenzise to put in diff textfield... guess gt to go try out... hehe... hope i will...
 
Then went for CP lec... today taught abit of pointer... wasn't that bad... at least i was not slping but listening n oso taking down notes... hope the nxt few pointer lec wouldn't be making mi blur... WAD lec, as usual, wasn't really attentive... tried to stay attentive for the first part (few slide la) and the last part (last few slides)... haha...
 
PWA practical was interesting... did the first qn, and tried to solve last week problem coz need to use it for the qn 2 of this week... then ask Andy Ng... haha... guess wat abit blur... declare the Alert item but nv use when it was supposed to be used... i tot gt to display in a new form but... it shld display as an alert... haha....
 
Went home with sarah today (She nv go softball training wor!)... Saw one of my secondary school classmate in the train, guess he didn't see us... Reached home at abt 6PM... then ate my dinner and watch tv... now? blogging la... haha... ._."""
 
Still gt 10 minutes to 9PM... think i gt to stop here... need go try understand abit of the Kashmir thing... discussing it with pam, dap and ailing tml... mm... so sian~ :)
 
* Sorry for being too noisy and irrititing... Sorry for being too KPO... Sorry for everything bad that i had done *

Monday, July 19, 2004

8:25PM -back from tuition, eaten dinner le-
 
First day of the week... MONDAY!!! haha...  was abit tired plus lazy la... haha...
 
CP lesson was abit slack coz lazy to do practical... but got to finish Practical1-3 by this week... nxt week will be on Link-list for tutorial and Pointers for practical i guess... Steve Tham said that the link-list is a preparation for the assignment... sian sia... so fast...
 
PWA was okay lo... as usual, gt to copy answers... today, Andy Ng was abit pissed off by the guys behind.. he was like... "i maybe friendly but pls dun over do it"... haha... it reminds mi of the look i gave my pri 2 student on friday when i scolded him... haha... During the PWA lec, again, assignment briefing... after lec sarah n i went to ask him abt the project that Daryl told us the other day... he was like "mm... interesting..." haha... but gt to hand up the project proposal on week 7... the worst part is proposal=no mark?!?!?! no mark will be given to proposal... is the program that matters... haha...
 
After then, Sarah didn't go home with mi :'(... she gt softball... tml oso hv... haha... i was telling her of my plot so that she dun hv to go for training... haha... the plot goes like this... coz i was helping her take the glove... that i said, "why not i bring it away... then u tell ur softball ppl that ur friend took ur glove away... then u dun hv to go... i can meet u at the bus stop, then we go home together"... haha... was pretty lame ._."""... haha...
 
Went to tuition today, Jacky (my pri 2 student) was pretty gd... expect for the careless mistakes that he made. haha. NV scold him today wor... haha... actually i not that mean de la... was abt to go off... his mum ask mi abt the hw i gave him... then i told her that he did the hw le... she was like... "Got to scold him la else he will be super lazy n naughty... that day u scold him le, he took out his maths hw n ask mi if his handwritting was neat...." was i that fierce that day??? haha... not sure oso...
 
ok le la... gt to go print lec notes le... bye... take care wor :)
 
* Sorry to everyone who noe mi, coz sometime i m really mean to tease u all... SORRY *

Sunday, July 18, 2004

1:59PM -away from CP for awhile-
 
Finally blogging le... think i really need to start blogging regular... people like my sista oso updating her blog... but sometime really dunno wat to blog lo.. haha...
 
3 weeks of school le... nv do any revision or studies... 1st weekend was slacking... think coz still in holiday mood ba... then 2nd weekend was doing up ITP report... last week... ar... went to daryl's place... gt him to sign the ITP booklet...  this weekend... haha....
 
Last weekend...
Met up with the gals at Dover at 8:30am but... haha... ah ma(pam) was late! haha... but nvm la... Daryl wasn't really awake when we reached his place oso... haha...  after then mi n pam went to suntec... was walking around... though gt onli the 2 of us... but was quite fun lo... went off at abt 7 or 8 ++ then reached home at 9:30PM...
 
Sunday rushed through my report coz gt to write in 3rd person. wow that was the first time i wrote in third person view.. super chim sia...
 
This weekend
Yesterday morning went to Bishan... acc mummy to cut her hair... then reach home at abt 2 plus... then watch TV programmes(record de)... then, again, went to Han River for dinner! haha... dinner was super gd! haha... I love to eat there coz we eat as a family... haha... everyone there eatting n talking abt anything under the sun... sometime we can even be super lame lo.... hahaha....
 
This morning woke up at 8:30AM... did abit reading one the Kashmir Issue (WISP assignment)... veri chaim sia... read le oso dunno wat to write... mi analysing it in the India's point of view... this world is too messy le... everything happening everywhere... 2 parties or more with diff views...
 
Read till abt 10++, i super tired of it le... so did CP... practical 2 left with the last qn... dunno how to do the power thing... haha... *sarah, dap... if u all do it le tell mi hor... thnx :) then now? i blogging la... wat else... abit sian lo... want to study but abit lazy... hai~ cannot like this like... gt to start to do practicals le... haha... stop here le la...
 
*Promises are meant to be broken*

Sunday, June 27, 2004

9:50am. Just gt back from grandma's house.

Today is the last day of "holiday". gt to go back for lesson tml le... haha... abit sian lo... though attachment was quite relaxing but i still feel that i hvn't really rot alot... went out with my sec buddies for only 2 time... normally we will meet once a week during holiday or sometime even more... haha... but this holiday i gt attachment then vanessa gt her project so.... hai~ think on the positive side ba... at least we meet up twice... haha

Ytd wen daryl's place... Mr IP Wang was there too... haha... he was there for a site visiting... suppose to be on the start of this month de but Daryl say he prefer him to do the visiting when he is around... haha... so guess Mr Wang gt no choice but to do it after his holiday... haha... He was there b4 us... heard from daryl that he arrived on the dot at 12pm... haha... guess we were abit late ba...

daryl was crapping all the way with him on stuff like the 3DO camps and others la... haha... is a gd thing the he craps with Mr Wang... coz if he ask qn abt our attachment we will be like smiling to him onli... haha... Me n dap were looking at pam who was doing her screenshot... then we started using notepad to type watever we want to say... haha... was quite funni... after awhile, Mr Wang went off.. and that is really awhile... dun even noe why he wanted to waste his time there...

Show daryl the program... then he spotted some changes that I hv to make... then dunno why he started toking to us abt wine n alcohol... haha... but was quite fun... he ask pam wat is the first alcohol she drink... then he went pour one of the alcohol that he has and ask pam to taste n see if it was that... haha... it smell like ice-cream... abit like ice-cream... then we started toking abt security that most gals want from the bf... i think to him security=$$... he thinks that one can hv security if he/she has $$... it sounds abit true but is that really the way it shld be???

At 3++ we went for lunch... went to one of the western/chinese resturant... then the auntie was like, "Students?". haha... daryl told her that the 3 of us r students... and guess wat... she took a cup of drink n a menu for only daryl... ours gt to self-service... it seem like we can onli order pork/chicken chop, fish and chip... haha... then me n pam took fish n chip, dap had chicken chop... the mushroom soup tasted like baby cersal... we all were like adult eat baby cersal.. hahaha... then as we eat, drayl was sharing with us his secondary time n his 3 month JC... After then we went home...

Ytd was quite fun... toking n toking... veri relaxing... haha... later gtg auntie's place coz today is Jia Xuan's(my baby cousin) 1st month celebration. hahaha... she will be coming to my hse on 25 July, sunday night... then i can see her all day long le... mum is babysitting her... just like anqi... :)

I guess that's all for today le. Bye!

Saturday, June 19, 2004

heartsick
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.


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Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Time: 10:58PM
Updating blog at auntie's place... in her study room :)

Hai~ so sad today gt to slp on the floor le... coz of my carelessness... hahaha... left the batch of key in my auntie's room... the worst part is the room door is spoilt... the key to the room is with the batch of keys... haha

nvm la... at the most slp on the floor for the next few days lo... now abit sian plus my auntie's network is super lacking... haha.. miss my wireless at home... Sis doing her revision on her physics now so cannot disturb her. *shhh....

Onli two days at my auntie's place... no enjoyment being alone in a empty house (though there is my sis n pearl)... sudden miss my home so much... miss my dad's laughter, my mum's nagging :) hope that days can pass faster...

Afternoon was chatting with "worm" online... asked him things that we suppose to be doing... can guess wat... i ask him if he was pissed off by us (u all shld noe who la)... haha... he was like "do u think i m?"... i told him yes... but he say no, he wasn't... just as long as we noe wat we r doing... yeah, hope we noe... meeting him on sat at 1pm... hopes everything will be fine... :)

Ok le tink stop here le... gd night n swt dreams :)

* What Is Most Valuable Is Not What You Have In Your Life, But Who You Have In Your Life *

Sunday, June 13, 2004

3.10PM on Sunday... out there, sun is super strong. Just eaten pineapple soaked in a bowl of chilli. Super hot man!!! but really nice :)

Ytd went to my grandma's place. Dad bought 8 durians for them. Not sure how the durian is coz nv eat. Super bored there. Sis wasn't there coz she went tuition but joined us later. Then went bedok interchange, ate claypot chicken rice... my favourite. :D

After that, went to my auntie's place. For wat? haha... she demo how to cook potato for Pearl to eat... haha... Pearl is my "cousin", my auntie's doggie... haha... Auntie Siew Yin n Uncle Jimmy gng on a church trip to Malaysia (i think) on tues.. will onli be back late sat night. Got to go acc Pearl during the night from tues to sat... must cook for her to eat... Oh ya, Pearl is a female dog... haha... female de... Ytd told pam, she was like nowadays dogs r so "hao min"... haha... So guess i wouldn't be online at night for next wk ba... Any1 looking for mi at night, call my hp :D

Quite alot of things went thru my mind ytd... hai~ find that i hadn't been a gd friend to ppl around mi. seem that i didn't do a gd job of being a friend. Dun even noe wat had happen to them until someone tell mi. Hai~ tell mi how??? What makes a gd friend??? Some1 approachable, friendly, helpful, able to listen to other's problem n.... I nv noe that being some1 gd friend is so hard... like wat pam stated in her blog... people change.. mayb that's the reason why someone who is real close to u suddenly seems to be like a stranger... Hate this feeling. Since i was in pri sch, when i have not friends around mi -- super bored (coz i was super dao), I tell myself that i must be a gd friend to people who r lonely... no one to tok to... n oso to treat all the friends around mi equally (no one is perfect).

Dad always say, " How people treat u depends on how u treat people". This sentence has always been installed in my brain. Another common sentence he used is... haha... guess pam n sarah can guess... "Perfect mean perfect... whatever u do u will still look perfect... not prefect mean not perfect... whatever u do u r still not perfect"... hahaha... Guess this two r his favourite phrase ba... hehe... abit old fashion la...

But to mum, she thinks abit different... mayb coz she always get bullied no matter how gd she is... hai~ She always thinks that "hao ren mei hao bao". She always teach mi to think more about myself b4 others but i noe she dun mean that... she just dun wan mi to be like her... too "xin ruan"... haha...

Hey! i been toking too much le... haha... dunno why sudden say so much... but i really hope that the few of u who will read my blog to forgive mi if i hadn't been a great friend.. I will try my best...

okay le la... too long le... STOP!!!! haha... bye then, take care every1.

* Perfect or not perfect, depends on how u look at it *

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

6.36PM now... let's see how long i need to update my blog... abt 24 mins to my next "date". Saw pam's "warning" tag again today. whaha :D

Past few days was abit bored... couldn't really find sth to do... is reading a book, Carol's Sister. Pls dun say anything, ok? I noe i super slow... haha... It is a interesting book abt 2 sisters, of total diff character. Still on my way to its ending, hopefully i can finish it soon.

Let's see, where shld i start??? Okay, let's see wat i did on Sunday...

Sunday
My grandma and her two sisters came over to my place. In the morning, parents were super busy preparing the lunch. Guess wat we had? Mum prepared ke jia's speciality, Lei Cha (noe wat's that???) haha... n of course is my favourite.

It is one of the favourite dishes of Ke Jia (one of the dialect of Chinese). Firstly, we had to prepare the soup base. Soup base consists of tea leaves, peanuts and peppermint leaves(guess it is called like this ba) in chinese we call it po he ye. Then we had to mix all this together in a wooden pot (shld be wooden la) using a wooden stick (very thick one). After mixing them, all we need is boiling water to pour to the mix ingredients. That will be the soup. The rest of the ingredients r all vegetables which will be mixed together with a little rice and soup for our consumtion. Grandma says that this is a dish where we need to do all the mixing manually. CANNOT USE MACHINES!! The taste will be different. Well, i not really sure abt that coz i nv eaten the "make by machines" version. But guess it shld be true la. :)

When out with my sister to TM and CS. Before that, we went popular to get some stationery. Sister was saying that she hope her first hp is a flap-phone with camera! wow! Recalling the time when I first wanted a hp... Dun even have any idea what i want. the onli thing i noe is Finally getting a HP le. whaha. Guess that's wat we call generation gap ba.

Monday
Ytd didn't do much things. As usual, acc mum to NTUC. Forgotten wat we gt le... Then at night pam inform mi to check my time table. And guess from her blog all shld noe. She complained abt her time table. But if i were her, i would too.. Imagine having 4-5 hrs break... this is really horrible. wonder wat is she gng to do then. As for mine, time table is ok.. onli one day with 3 hrs break. the rest is ok ba

Today
Haha... same lo... nv really do anything... morning went ntuc with mum (again?!?!). haha. As usual, watch tv programs. Then update my blog (now!!!) whaha... current watch tv as wel as updating my blog... multi-tasking... whaha...
Guess nth much to update le... if gt then update lo... hehe :D

* Music is a painting, it paints the world in the air. *
Time now 7.28PM

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Today supposed to go Daryl's place but Sarah is sick so changed to Tuesday morning. Finished joining mine and Daphne parts, went out with mum and Angela (my little pri 3 cousin aka godsis) after her complaining abt feeling bored at home.

Went to TM as per normal. Walked around Isetan. Saw a nice combination of a skirt and a tude-like shirt?!? haha... dunno how to describe la... quite nice.. went to try and then bought it. Angela complained abt walking so much n veri tiring... so we went home..

After dinner, walk out again... haha... this time round is sis who bought clothings. Mum bought her a dress and a short. I bought her a tank top. She bought Angela a pencil box?!?!? haha... I too gt a short from my mum... Tell u all sth. Saw a guy who dun act as a guy. stupid sia!?! I was like walking, then he stood in front of mi, EXPECTING mi to make way for him... and he really expect it lo... he stood there still i moved to the side... Argh! nv seen such a 'gentleman' before.

Now 1035pm le... tink gng to watch tv today but no sure wat it is gng to show... haha... okay le... i stop here...

* Trust is the most impt element in building up relationships (all kind) *

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Okay! Here comes my update... Haven't been updating for blog for yrs... haha... Gals had been complaining abt my lazyness le... hehe... :p

Mmm... 1 week of attachment le... learnt abit on asp.net and abit on the using of dreamweaver. At the moment everything seem to be fine ba... only the part when i gt to learn up a new programming language, ASP. I was abit blur to it at first, didn't really know wat to do. All Daryl gave was a website. didn't really browse thru it (haha... ytd then found out that it suppose to be veri useful... hehe).

Tml morning gng bishan to CUT my hair. think gng home b4 gng to meeting the gals at city hall for discussion of the project. time for my date... update later ba... bye :)

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Another super slack day... hehe... wake up at 7 this morning... acc mummy to market... Bought alot of stuffs... had my breakfast there too :)

Reached home at abt 10 plus... guess wat my sista was still in bed... hehe... guess she went to bed later ytd ba... helped my mum cut potatos and vegetable... she cooked my favourite or shld i say my family favourite curry chicken... haha... stood there watch her cook... suddenly find that my mum is so super... everyday she do the same thing repeatedly but she nv complain... still she always come up with new dishes :D

After lunch didn't do much stuffs... did some packing up of my things... clean up my table... which was super dirty n untidy :p after then watch my tv program... hehe... went to TM with my family in the evening... was doin some window-shopping... Guess who i saw?!? haha... saw ah pa... was abit blur n stunt... coz was thinking of alot of things when sudden out of no where a hand wave in front of mi... was shocked... so shocked then i took a little while b4 responsing... hehe... at first was like ... mm... who is he??? haha... then look again...oh is ah pa... haha...

ytd oso went out with my parents... on the way back home, my mummy was telling mi that my auntie who is pregant actually cried when she was watch the news on the Nicho highway... the news abt them calling off the search for the last missing guy... hehe... told my mum that i think my little cousin is going to be a veri emotional person like mi... hehe... that my mum was like "Like u jiu die le..." haha... she told mi that when i was K1 i watch a drama... is some story on a veri pitiful person... haha...was sista was still a baby... then for awhile, she nv hear mi talk so ask mi wat was i doin... at that time i was crying but didn't wan her to noe.. told her i was doin nth... hehe... but as usual.. smart mummy heard my voice abit weird so went forward to see... haha... saw mi crying... ask mi wat happen... hahaha... then i cry even louder... hahaha... told her that the person veri pitiful... haha... when my mummy told mi ytd i was laughing like mad... hehe

Just finish drinking my honey lemon... hehe... guess gng to stop here... nitez!

* Some memories are worth remembering *

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Today is slacking day. Have been doin some studying on PM for the past few days. Today test. hai~ didn't expect that the PLC table will be out. Was a total copy n paste qn. but too bad i didn't memorize, onli manage to remember 1 -2 points. sad sia... 15 marks wor... hai~ haha... nvm la... wat is done is done... hehe... today must slack n rot... Monday gt to start to study CSP le.

Recently, the biggest news in S'pore is the collapse of Nicoll Highway ba. Ytd was watching the 10pm news on channel 8 . Heard that they have calling off the search for the last missing person as it was abit too risky for the rescue team to continue the search. Guess his family members must be really upset abt it. Heard from my mum that this guy suppose to be the first to leave the place but went back to save the rest of the workers in there. How can such a nice person die so early? Really pity the two young kids of him, one 8 yrs old n the other 10 yrs old. Both of them are so young but gt to accept the fact that their father had left them. Guess all they can do now is be strong ba. Hopefully some mircle might happen?! dunno la. just hope that nothing similar will happen again ba. -pray-

No one would noe wat will be happening next... u wouldn't noe when u will just leave this place. Watch the 9pm show... the eldest son of the family is suffering from bone cancer... came back from England hoping to find someone to take care of his daughter after he die. Whole family noe nothing abt his illness... no one comfort him... guess it is really sad when u need someone but u just dun wan them to worry for u... guess that part of our life ba... everyone has to go thru... So wat we waiting for? Live ur life to the fullest. Dun wait til u have no chance. :) To the people that u love n care, tell them how happy u r to have them around.

To every1 who noe mi -- > Without all of u, my life wouldn't be so colourful. all of u have alread been "save" into the diskette called "Memories" up in my brain... I will nv forget u. (will be trying to remember ur name... if one day i forget pls tell mi... I veri weak at remembering name...hehe)

To the gals out there -- > guess u all noe who u r? Nemo, Fishy, Da Fei Ji, Sa la (aka Mei)... though noe u all for onli 2 yrs?!?! so fast?!?! mmm... so shld be like noe u all for 2 yrs le... every single of u have given me happiness and laughter... Especially Sala n Fishy... remember our ASPM lesson? haha... we r the most siao group of gals in class... haha... taking 5 mins to walk down the corridor b4 reaching the class... hehe... I really enjoy the time when the 5 of us were together joking, lame-ing and laughing... though we r really lame, guess all of us were enjoying ba... especially the first time in first sem when the 5 of us were in the library chatting so much that we forgotten to go for IAC lec... haha... that's was the first time 5 of us were chatting... really memorable :) I will remember u all forever... though i gt short term memory ... unless i have lao ren ci dai zheng... hehe... Thanks Sala for acc mi to sch n of course back from sch... both of us live so super far... haha... sometime i tend to be more talkative la... but u r entertained... Fishy, u r really gd at lame-ing keep it up... coz u r our kai xin guo... :) Da Fei Ji, i still need u to take mi all over the world wor... hehe... Nemo, a great people to tok to... pity u wor... gt to tolerate all our lame jokes... hehe...

To Sista -- > Pei... though u r always too busy to laugh n lame wif mi... and at time i m abit wu liao... sorry wor :) I m really happy to have u as my sista... true la... I always tell ma n pa how badly i want to be as a single child... but deep in my heart u r the best sista... really... forever de... JIA YOU wor... i noe u can do well in ur o'level de... just a matter of how much hard work u put in... lastly... hope u n henry will have everlasting LUV :)

Godpa -- > Hi Godpa... ai ya... dun worry la... i would onli remember the bad side of u de la... of course will remember the times when u help us... hehe... remember dun jump off the bed too much... bone old le... break easily wor... hehe... Really happy to noe this pro... haha... pro in anything... faster go find godma wor... mi n mei waiting... -waiting waiting-

Guess that's all ba... onli this few people will read my blog... of course still gt alot of friends that i would nv forget... Sotong and Jia... they r the one that i will nv nv nv forget... haha...

Tink today type too much le... haha... shld stop here le...

* There is alot of things that is not within our control * Tressure the things/people around u *

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

one of my favourite song... I always listen it when i m not feeling veri gd. Dun noe if it helps but hope u like it :D

Find that there is many times in life when we feel down, dis-hearted becoz we regret no doin this or no doin there. But without all this time, our life will be so boring. Whether to be happy or sad depends on ourselves. What we want? The time to move back? hehe :D but i guess is alittle difficult for Mr Time. coz he abit stupid, only noe how to move forward. ;) U will nv noe who will win til the end of the battle. Dun give up. When it is time to rest, take a break. Dun be like a bookworm, study n study... haha...

This few days have been thinking alot. Saw the NKF show on Sun, found that alot of people in the other side of the world are suffering. And here we are enjoying everyday of our life. Yet sometime coz of some small matters, we feel so upset and discouraged, choosing to be sad for a day. But their pain is going to be for lifetime. They can spend their days happily but why must we, a healthy person, choose to live in sadness coz of a small matter? Sometimes I find that they are so much better than us.

Ytd, saw this young gal (abt k1 ba) with her mother. The gal is wearing a hat to cover her bold head. Think she gt illness. Her mother looked veri pale, and upset but guess she have to take care of the gal. The gal looked veri happy, dun even feel bothered by her illness. Feel that that shld be the way each of us shld be. HAPPY. THINK POSITIVELY. With all this i guess we can live a better life :D

that's all for today. ;)

+ We are really veri lucky +

Saturday, April 03, 2004

Hihi, after pam's 'nagging', I hv to blog le... haha... but thanks to her coz she help mi find this blogskin which i like alot... Thanks Qian Bian mei :D

Hvn't been blogging for a long time le... think coz dunno wat to write ba... haha... when shld I start? haha... let's start from ytd ba... ;)

Ytd was Friday... IS day... suppose to hv FOM but it was cancelled... went west mall wif dap n sarah... y sarah??? haha... she did not attend her lesson coz she wasn't prepare for the presentation n it was 40%... so much... haha... me was bad la... like tempt her no to go... tsk tsk... haha... we went for lunch at one of the coffeeshop that our 'tour guide' intro... haha... This 'tour guide' abit lack of sense of direction... haha... while hving lunch, we were chatting abt lin min lou and chen yu yun's wedding... haha... so envy man... was a romantic+touching one... haha... then we went to breadtalk to gt Qingwen's b'dae cake... bought the cake call "opposite attract"... combination of milo with peach... then went to get card n plates... went off to sch at 11++ close to 12... celebrate Qingwen's b'dae at canteen 2... had a great time... haha... Qingwen gt sa bo by us... haha... ask him to pick up the candle stand in the cake but end up his face was push down to the cake... his face was filled with the peach cream... haha... after then me n sarah hang around at the co-op b4 gng for lesson...

today... this morning woke up at 6... went marketing wif mum... then went lavender to take my passport... dun ask mi where i gng... coz is my dad who went to make for us... dun even noe when i will use it... haha... then reached hm at abt 10++ went online and help sis burn songs... haha... started csp at 12++ and ended at 4++ haha... neck was aching... haha... then at 5 went to Han River for dinner... ate alot of stuff... was so full... reached home at 8++... and now i m online to update my blog... and of course as u all can see... I changed my blogskin... haha ;)

ok le la... that's all for today... :D
Sarah, Dap, Robert, Qingwen, Ivan(noe that guys will not see it but nvm la)the JIA YOU for CSP wor...
Desmond JIA YOU for ur reports... (not sure if he will see... but nvm la..)

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Morning!!! It's 8.10am now... Listening to Wong Renfu's "Sha Gua Qing Ren"... Just replied Daryl's email... Mmm... Notice that I haven't been updating my blog since mid of this month... haha... :p

Ytd just changed my bolgskin... haha... found this skin interesting and sort of suit my song... haha... I just love fairy tales ba... haha... coz the rest of the skins like funni looking... haha... This song is one of my favourite song... Found the lyric interesting and abit meaningful lor... Hope u all like the song... ;)

Now only I m awake... Pig sista still in bed... guess she went to bed late ytd ba... as usual... haha... Ma n Pa went to grandma's place early morning coz they gt to go shao mu... just read dap's blog... abt fate... haha... Dunno why she sudden gt the feeling... haha... But I guess it's true... some parts of our life is kinda fated... but that's r still things that depend on ourselves... ur fate is in ur hand... haha...

Got 3 assigs on hand... hai~ gt to stop slacking le... and start working... hopefully... :D okay le la... I will be back at night... now gt to go buy breakfast for sista le... bye :)

* Ur fate is in ur hand... Live ur life to the fullest *

Friday, March 19, 2004

now is 10.16pm... just finish watch my program, "I Love My Home"... gt a interesting storyline... touching ending... It's really not easy for some1 to accept the reality... But I guess we have to accept it as it's a fact... we can't escape from this fact...

Ytd was toking to Sarah abt facing the reality... haha... Told her that I hate facing the reality :p Mmm... Just as wat pam say "a 18 years old girl who thinks like a 9 years old who is trapped in d body of a 15 years old!!!" I guess for mi is like 19 yrs old gal who thinks like a 9 yrs old who is trapped in a 19 yrs old body... haha... Maybe is time to grow up le hv a 19 yrs old mind... whaha... ytd was abit childish la... (sorri gal, tok so much wu liao things...) haha... Time to grow up le... must coz must take care of my sista (still young)... n my family... of course still must joke ard with my friends... haha... as u noe 1 day without laughing i will die de... haha

Today is IS day... had my TVE test... was a bad one... dun really remember wat i read (which was bad)... the teacher was like taking a whole paragraph in the slide and deleting a few words for us to fill in... haha ._." but it is all over le... dun care le... oso gt my FOM paper back... didn't do well lor... but it was really a difficult paper lah... hahaha... that's all I did today.... nth special... haha... but mi, ailing n pam was joking abt dap who was hving a bad stomachache... haha... sorri dap... so bad to disturb u... :p haha... "sorri dap" oso sorri wor... hai ni gt 0 for one of the page in FOM paper... sorri :'( haha....

Read sarah blog today... Hai~ Sarah dun stress urself le... u r already veri gd le... dun expect too much... sometime we need to give ourself a gd rest b4 moving on de... Remember to slp early today ;)
To Dap --> gal rest well... dun eat oily stuff le... drink more water... take care :)

that's abt it for today le... sis wan use comp le... hv a gd weekend, gals... luv u guys...
love pa, ma and sista... :) stay happy n smile.... sista JIA YOU wor... I noe sometimes I abit bad la... but really sorry abt all the bad things that I did to u b4... work hard gal... -give u my moral support- hugz ;)

* money can buy everything but happiness *

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Mmm... Haven't been updating my blog for a veri long time. Guess dun hv much things to say, nothing special happened. Is that a gd thing or bad thing? Recently, read my friend's blog, alot of thoughts running in my mind... Things are really unpredictable... No one will noe wat will happen the nxt second, no one... Suddenly have this sad feeling... How I wish my close kins and friends will not leave me... PlS~~

Mum always tell mi that I cannot be too close to her coz one day she will leave mi, leave the world to a far away land... I dun wan think of anything like that coz I love her and dun wan her to leave mi... I need her... not onli her, I need my dad, sista and my friends too... I dun noe wat to say... I noe life is unpredictable but why do we have to experience such feeling... such painful feeling... If that day will to come, I think I will not be as strong as my friend (To her: U r really a strong gal)... I think i will cry to death man... Mayb my mum is right, once u r veri close to a person, u cannot afford to lose her/him... That's why I totally agree with You Ya Yu (Xi Jie Shao Nian) when he said abt why he didn't want find sb to rely on... is gd to hv sb u can rely on but u wouldn't be having him/her forever... The best person u can rely on is urself... Life is so unpredictable, U wouldn't noe who will leave u the nxt moment. I have to be independant on myself, coz I hate the feeling of losing... I dun wan to lose any1 impt to mi... really... I can't take it de... That's why I m in the nun club...

hai~ Now update the blog... writing so many upset things... It's just wat I think at the moment... Stop here la... if go on I will be embarrassing myself... dun wan that to happen...

* The worst feeling is when u lost sb impt to u *

Monday, March 01, 2004

Mmm... today quite a bad day wor... Had my CSP common test today... sort of feeling bad after it... every1 seem to be so confident abt the paper but me er... hai... mayb coz I nv study hard enough ba... -lookinh into mirror-(gal ar... when will u start to study hard... everyday so slack... WAKE UP Wen!!!! Time to le... gt to work hard... cannot disappoint ur parents) hai... sort of starting to hate myself le... always like that de... do le then regret... when can I learn my lesson... :'(

anything else to say le... bye
*Have a stead onli when u r sure that u can give him/her happiness*

Thursday, February 26, 2004

Hihi,
Today is thursday... got to go sch for yr 1 remedial... ... Wake up at 6.30am coz gt to meet Sarah at 7.30am at Pasir Ris MRT platform... haha... so tiring man... I think this is the first time in this sem that I wake up at 6.30am... keke... At the platform, I met my cousin (my auntie's eldest son) with his wife... haha... as usually he like to tease mi... haha... we said hi then he went off but walked back to ask me if I waiting for friend issit... haha... then he said he wanna wait together wif me to see if the person is a guy or gal... haha... he is always teasing people de... but guess he always aim at my sis n me... whahaha...

Reached sch abt 9.10am... went to 270405 but then abt 10 mins later we went down to hv brteakfast... wif Desmond and 2 other guys... Sarah n I had prata... haha... was big, nicely cooked and abit crispy... haha... (Pam gt tempted anot??)... then went up again to wait for the yr 1s... suppose to start at 10 but then... hai... 2 came abt 10 plus 11... the other 2 came at abt 12 plus... hai... waited for like 3 hrs... was abit er... but then again got turn up better than nv ba... haha... help the gals wif some OS stuff... nv really help ba... helped Emily wif her AMaths... but it really abit chim... haha... gt Desmend to help coz he was there too... Thanks to him man... n of course Sarah helped... Think my brain abit blank for AMaths le... 2 yrs nv practice indices le... haha... Also helped Jesline wif her java... haha... then went off abt 2.10pm... Went off for lunch wif Sarah n Desmond... then went home...

Hehe... today, after everything, Sarah came to my home to study CSP wif me (thanks gal... haha)... we studied for abt 1 hr plus ba... then started to chat... took out my collections of "message"? haha... n my photos... Sarah, my collection of msg was abit wu liao... but hope u dun mind... then looked at the photos... sort of recalling abt the secondary sch life... haha... then we started chatting again... until abt 6.40pm... then acc Sarah to the bus stop... Came back shower then had my dinner... after that, I guess u all shld noe wat lah... came online to update my blog!!! :)

Sarah --> Had a great time wif u today... hope u dun mind of the untidiness of my bedroom... haha... gd, now u noe my club members le... haha

Later tonite gt Trista n Ryan wedding program on cahnnel 5... haha... wonder how it will turn out to be... haha.... as usual, later gt a date at 9pm... haha... at 10pm mayb study abit lor...(hope will lor)... haha

Guess that all for today le... see ya soon...

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

hihi,

Today is a great day... Had a great time at Orchard... Went to Seoul Graden at Taka for lunch... With Pam, Sarah, Dap, Qingwen, Ivan, Weida, Jimmy and Kainum... haha... ate alot today man... so fattening... somemore I ate ice-cream which make everything waste... guess I will be putting on abt 2kg ba... haha... After then, went to KTV... Sang a few songs... but dun hv veri gd voice so haha... guys sorry wor, have to listen to my monotone voice... haha... Nevertheless I enjoyed myself... haha... after the session found that pam n qingwen have great voices... haha... especially when they sang the "Wu Ding" together... wow that was really a great one... haha... they really can sing together more often coz they really singing veri well... haha... The four gals oso sang "My heart will go on" together... quite fun lah... haha

Another thing that make mi happy is that Hsi Er is making improvement in understanding her problem sum le... I noe she is always trying... sort of happy that she is able to make improvement... although the improvement is veri small, she did her best... really glad that she is trying... haha...

Mmm.... I guess nothing much to say le... take care wor...

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Hi guys,
Haven't been updating my blog lately... sort of busy wif my stuff... just hope that I can finish my stuff fater then can hv a rest... Actually been going for tuition, nv really study my CSP... haha... mayb coz that day wrote some notes le then still gt so many days to go... haha... but think hv to start again le... coz tml gng out with the class then thur gt to go sch wif sarah for yr 1 remedial... haha... hope I can help them man... Nvm still gt sarah around to help mi... haha... gt to trouble u le, Sarah...

Mmm... today, nv really do alot of thing lah... went for tuition in the afternoon... Then reach hm at abt 4 plus... haha... had dinner le then came online... saw email from jia asking mi to help her do survey... gt the gals n jerald to do for mi... haha... thanks guys, u all really helped alot...

Ytd night, tok to zhenguang online... kinda of funny... he still the same as last time... we tok alot of crap then guess wat ... haha... pam, i dun think u wanna noe... haha... intro "some" gal to him... haha... he kinda of er... dun noe how to say lah... but like wat i say he still nv change... kinda of relax when toking to him... haha... hey, zhenguang not sure if u will visit my blog... just wanna tell u I enjoyed chatting wif u...

I think in a realtionship it is gd to be open to each other... i mean the thoughts that both of u have... haha... dun worry to offend the other parnter coz I think being open to each other is a way how a long, everlasting relationship shld be ba... like I always say, nv love a love that hurts n nv hurt a love that loves... be honest to each other... say out ur thoughts n feelings else he/she will not noe wat u think... a relationship is not a guessing game... it shld be something that is worth remembering... that's onli wat I think lah... haha... everyone hv diff thinkings de...

I think that's all for now... c ya soon
* Nv love a love that hurts, nv hurt a love that loves *

Friday, February 20, 2004

Allo, my new blogskin... still okay ba? Got my tag thing up oso... thanks to Pam for helping mi... thanks gal, but dun even dream I will get u the 5566's super latest edition of zhi ai... whaha... mayb can try waiting... but i tell u now... IS A WASTE OF TIME!!! hahaha

Today is a IS day. Had my TVE at 8am... veri early rite? but no choice ar... haha... Watch the program "True Courage"... It's the SARS series one... Abt the first SARS victim n the Dr Khoo one... Quite saddening lah... abt all the criticism that the first victim gt to endure, lost of her own beloved parents... I guess if I was her, I can just die off le... Really pei fu her courage to live on... That oso showed mi the sibling love between his brothers n her... Really touch mi in a way... Guess that's what we call "everlasting love"... Abt the Dr Khoo one, I watch it quite a few time le. Once on a chinese program (dun remember wat the show name was le), on wu yan de ai and the third time is today. He was really a great man that I guess all of the us shld remember... I think his daughters will be real proud of him as they get older... SARS really brought out both the gd n bad side of humans... Family love... Is really important...

Had my FOM test today... Wow, that one was a veri bad test man... so difficult one... then the teacher oso blur us... said that onli abt 2 short ans but then when we gt the paper... guess wat... is 10 short ans ok!! OMG, it was really a bad one... the question looked so alien to mi... sad sia...

As usual, french lesson was abt the same... after then I went for tuition... sad thing is that my two weeks break will be spent on the two kids I tutored... 1 start exam on the 1st Mrach... the other on on the 4 March... hai... sad sia... still thought can at least rest during the exam week... hai... nvm, that's life... hahaha :)

I guess that's abt it for today le...

Je t'aime... To all that noe mi... friends n family... ;)

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Mmm... today is tuesday my "first" day of the week... Nothing special happened... Had my SA presentation... I think my teammates did real gd... that teacher was really er... hai... But luckily all of us noe wat we were talking abt... Look at his stunt look when Sarah gave him an example of the retinal scan... haha...I guess he was surprise by the answer sarah gt for him... whaha...

Today, Pam had a bad sore throat... Poor gal... No singing, no talking for her... haha... but still she is thinking abt her KTV on Sun... haha... Gal drink more water wor... dun eat too much heaty stuff le...

sis is back le... add more later... c ya

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

haha... back again... second time for the day... Here's my wishing list:

1. Family
May my family live healthy... Dad will be back soon... Mum will stay health... Sis work hard for her O'levels

2. Friends
May all my friends stay health, happy... Hope that they will get watever they wan n hope for... live a carefree life...

3. ME!!
Hope that I will be able to get gd results for my test, assg n exams... To be more matured... Be able to help out friends n family when they need mi but the best is dun need (which will be = to they r living veri happily)... haha... last but not least hope my Mr right will be around... haha... i noe i m wrong... sorri to the nun club... haha
Hihi... Ytd was my b'day... Hai... more like a walking day... had lesson from 3pm to abt 530pm... sad rite?haha... Then met up with my sis n Alex... went to take "neocards" (pics)... haha... can see all my pimples... so sad... haha... then we went to breadtalk to collect my sis's cake... wow... that cake was ver delicious, YUMMY... haha... then we went around (up n down TM) to look for my sis backpack... hai... at abt 830... finally she found hers best choice... Alex gt that for her as b'day present... As for mi... he n Zhenguang actually shared to buy mi a necklance... veri nice... but not the best present i recieved this yr... Mmm.... guess wat was the best... haha... dun wanna tell u...

Sarah gt mi a "snow pooh"... haha... it is named as "snow pooh"... had intro it to my "pinky" (monkey), little pooh n my xiao hei... haha... hope "they" had a great time together... haha... Vanessa n Jia bought me sth very personal... haha... guess ba... As for my sis, haha... ahe treated mi wif a cup of watermelon juice... haha... Nevertheless, I was just as happy wif it... haha... I gt myself a belt from giordano... haha... mi abit lame lah...

Sarah --> Thanks for the gift... I like it alot... haha... being in both my clubs... great buddy... I hope i hv been a great "chairman"... haha... Take care... see u tml

Pam --> hey gal... must remember ur 1 yr membership wif mi... dun anyhow play play wor... haha...

That's all for today...
*Be who u r and not wat people want u to be... *

Friday, February 06, 2004

Today is friday... A okay day ba... nothing really happened... as normal when for tuition after my french class... onli diff is that I went to MRT station alone coz Pam n Daph gt duties for open house... French teacher was happy today i suppose coz i ended lesson at abt 230... haha... really early... Reached Jacky's house at 4pm... had Maths lesson with him til abt 530pm... then I came home... Tonite I had steamboat again coz there r some stuffs leftover from ytd... haha... now I feeling so full... haha...


Today during the break, I recieved my first birthday present from Pam, Daph, Ailing, Qingwen n Robert... They bought mi a top, a veri nice top... I like it a lot... Thanks guys... Thanks for ur present... haha...
Sarah--> Sorry had to trouble u... haha... make u help mi change the size of the top... haha... Thanks gal... :)

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Mmm... hvn't been updating my blog... hahaha... busy watching Xi Jie Shao Nian... haha... as u noe i m a TV freak... watch all kind of shows... keke... Was quite happy with the ending of the show oso... Lame but entertaining...

Wat else happened? Mmm.... let mi recall... Actually not much things happened... But this few weeks with Xi JIe Shao Nian n something else, I learnt alot... Learn to be more contented with wat i hv now... My friends, family... A group of people who will be there when i need help... They will be the ones who stand by my side to support mi...

Thanks to all my friends out there... Especially to 3 gals... Think ok? haha... shld noe who u r... Love u all, mum n dad... Remember wen love u forever... Pei... haha... now then i noe how great to hv u as my sis... although sometime abit troublesome but nevertheless... I enjoyed ytd... haha...

Love You :)

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Morning... Ytd had a great time toking to Sarah... finally she noe abt my secret with Poohs... haha... This time round she really in trouble le... I will be fan-ing her when I need to tok... haha... Didn't noe why sudden I told her everything... Mmm... funni... Maybe it was time to be true to her... ALthough know her for abt onli 1 year plus, she has been a great friend... someone who will be there when I need her... haha...

Sarah--> Just wanna tell u: U r a great girl... thanks for everything... Remember I will always be around if u need mi... -big hugz- haha

Friday, January 23, 2004

Hihi... Haven't been updating my blog for abt 3 days??? CNY ma, so was out the whole day... haha... Mmm... Let's recall....

21 Jan
I wake up at 7am... Helped my mum to do same last min cleaning... Sista came back at abt 10 but went to meet up with her pri sch classmates... I was feeling so~ hungru but... wat to do? gt to wait for her to be back... haha... We had steamboat for lunch... Mmm.... that was a great one... Big fishballs, abalone, alot of vegs, etc... haha... really a great one... I loved this kind of feelings... having everyone to sit down together for lunch... Feeling the family warmth... haha... After then, I went top watch my Xi Jie Shao Nian... haha... abit pathetic rite? haha... Went to my granma's place at abt 5++... Had to wait for my that only "Chua's future" to arrive b4 starting to lao yu sheng... hai... Finally he arrived at 6++7... haha... was sort of fun lor... they were like "wasting" the yu sheng (was like flying all over the place)... haha... Had steamboat oso but it was not as tasty as my home one... haha... Went home at 8++... just in time for my mr Tv... haha... At abt 11.59... haha... sent out my new year msg to van n jia... as usual, van was the last...whahaha... Slept at 1pm....

22 Jan
Mmm.... wake up at abt 8... Again, I watched my tv programme to abt 11++.... Then prepared to go over to my grandma's place (dad side one)... Wore a blue dress, and my sandals... reached ah ma's house at 2++... Mmm... most of my cousin was playing poker cards... Mmm... was so bored... watched them played n oso Tv... haha... gt a few hongbaos... haha... then went home for dinner....

23 Jan
Mmm... today I wake up at 8... the went over popo's house (mum's side) at 9++... help her prepared the lunch... then my 2 cousins arrived at 11++... Chatted wif them... talking abt sch's life n alot... haha...was not as boring as ytd... quite fun... Haven't been talking to them like today for a long time le... really enjoyed...haha...

It has been a great time... or shld I say ok ba... haha... time to sign off (sis stand behind mi wif her damn stupid big eyes watching mi... guess u shld noe y...)... hahaha

*Nothing is perfect*

Monday, January 19, 2004

Hai, raining out there... Just gt back home after tuition... Guess what... This is the first time I actually "lecture" someone... haha... For the second time, he forgotten to do my homework again... Sort of got a little angry... haha... Not really scolded him lah... was just reasoning out things wif him... haha... I started "lecturing" him at abt 1.45pm the when I finished, it was like 2.40pm le... haha... didn't noe that the time passed so fast... then got him do an excercise then went through wif him b4 leaving... haha... After the lecturing, he seem to be more attentive when he do that excercise... onli 2 wrong in it... haha...Mmm... afterall didn't waste my efforts... let's hope that this attitude will stay... *praying real hard*

Yesterday night was watched Xi Jie Shao Nian while waiting for Dad... haha... really addicted to it le... this is kinda of bad... My Dad gt back from US... bought some biscuits back... oso bought me a 128MB Lexar JumpDrive... keke... really happy to see him back...

Think that abt all le... See ya...
# Learn from mistakes... Dun repeat it #

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Hey... Yesterday forget to update my blog... Was actually busy packing and cleaning up my home... Hai... If dad was here I wouldn't be doing all this le... Haha...Oh, at the same time, Pam was oso sending me Westside story... haha... sort of gt addicted to it le... haha... Hope today can recieve more so that tonight while waiting for my dad I will have sth to do haha... Oh ya, my dad is return home today... more like tml early morning... haha... Sort of miss him when he wasn't around... Mmm... Now that he will be back, I will have someone to joke wif me le... Hai, when is Pam coming online??? ~Waiting patiently~ haha...

This morning went to FairPrice with my mum, gt 22 pieces of mandrian oranges... Luckily it wasn't that heavy oso... haha... I bought a sliver nail polish... hopefully it look nice when I apply it on my nails... haha..

Haha... Read Sarah's blog... She is reading my book... haha... I guess I will be the last to finish the book although it belongs to me... I really veri slow man... Hope she is enjoying with the book... haha...

Time for me to sign off le... Later still going out to bedok to get some stuff... C ya...

@ There's only 1 way you can fail, and that's to quit @

Friday, January 16, 2004

Salut...
French lesson today... ALthough find it abit pai sei, actually was quite fun oso... Learnt quite alot of things... Abit difficult to absorb all at a time... Have to try lor... Mmm... wat else? Oh ya... My TVE was really tiring... Had to watch short part of movies continuously through the 2 hrs lesson... I like the 1st few but then once she started to show us the violence ones, I abit sian le... It was really veri grouse... The character was actually using a small pen knife trying to stab or sth like that on himself.... making himself filled with blood... errrr.... really grouse... dun wan to say anymore... haha...

Today saw Guo Yong, the guy we knew during the road show for SCS... He really damn funni sia... Always smiling... But like wat Pam said... smiling is better than having a black face... haha...

Guess I shld stop le... Au revoir...
# Everyday is a GREAT day... It's just how u look at it #

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Today is another stress day... CSP teacher was like trying to bomb my brain up... She was so fast that I felt so lost... Hai~ as usual, I was slow... Haha...Think I should work thrice harder than others... It's reallt time for me to work hard... Past sem was like shit... For the last few sems, I was slacking through... No hard work was involved... It really time for mi to work hard... But things is always like that... Said that i will, then wat happen... Haha... SA lesson today is another errr..... haha... The blur teacher was real boring... I guess no one was actually listening to him...Poor him... No... should be Poor US!!! That's abt it for today...
* WORK HARD, REALLY HARD *

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Mmm... Brain dead le... cannot think too much... I had a long lesson at room 0503... 4hrs!!! The lesson was okay. PM really stress lor... Whole lesson was like doing the pra and tut... There was for 3hrs!!! Can't imagine that I had went through that... During the 30 min break, I had a great time... with all the lame jokes that the few of us were "creating". Haha... Although the lesson was long, I had a fun day... Everything is doing fine with me... but I guess not for everyone. What can I say? Everybody gt their own troubles... But always remember believe in urself... noe wat u r doing... haha... I can't help in anyway but I will be there if anyone need to tok... As usual, u guys noe... Me is KPO queen... haha...
Vanessa came over to my place today. I taught her maths but I guess half the time we were like toking... haha... I really had a joyful day... All thanks to u guys... U noe hu u r... A big thanks... ~HuGz~
*Do what u think is right, dun ever regret what u have done... It's too late*

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Allo...
Today is my first time writing in my blogger... haha... Mmm... wat shld i say? Suddenly mind going blank... Can't think of anything to write... Maybe I am just not those who writes alot... whahaha... This is just the start of the week... everything seem to be going fine... At least I hope...Mmm.... really la just dun noe wat else to write...