what if everything that happen will only happen once
what if everyone in your life will only appear once
what if you will never be able to do something that u have missed
what if you are going to lose someone you loved the next minute
always looking high and low for the things we want
never seem to look around the things we have
always seem to regret what have been done
never seem to have the courage to do what was supposed to be done
regret is the word we hate most
still it is the word that occur most
happiness is the door everyone is heading toward
but how many will really get to the correct door
start doing things that are supposed to be done
let the ones that you loved know that you really love them
take away the hate that has been in the heart
in order to allow more love to travel in
dun allow regrets
disallow regrets from entering the heart
stop feeling regretful
happiness is the door that should be opened.
Monday, July 17, 2006
17 July 2006 [12:01AM]
What are you chasing for in life?
ever ask urself abt that? hmm... a simple question but lot of thinking to do... wondering wat the point of moving forward... wat is in front that we are hoping to see eventually... suddenly this question appeared... seem like it is still a question without a answer to mi... wat i want... i really have to ponder through...
read thru some of my blog entries... found out sth... i have been using the word "haha" too often le... i gt to change.. less of this word le... from next week onwards gt to prepare for the new sem le... no in term of study but more on shopping... haha... more clothes and think i going to get a new bag (sis say she gng to get one for mi, this doesn't happen often)... gt my modules bidding on the 26 of this month... now still thinking wat breadth to take... think i gng for 6 mods this sem... hopefully can lighten last sem load coz gt a project and oso a communication mod...
tml gt tuitions agn... long day outside le... but nvm i will get my own activity during my 3 hours break... :) gng to bed soon le... gd nite... miss u guys!
What are you chasing for in life?
ever ask urself abt that? hmm... a simple question but lot of thinking to do... wondering wat the point of moving forward... wat is in front that we are hoping to see eventually... suddenly this question appeared... seem like it is still a question without a answer to mi... wat i want... i really have to ponder through...
read thru some of my blog entries... found out sth... i have been using the word "haha" too often le... i gt to change.. less of this word le... from next week onwards gt to prepare for the new sem le... no in term of study but more on shopping... haha... more clothes and think i going to get a new bag (sis say she gng to get one for mi, this doesn't happen often)... gt my modules bidding on the 26 of this month... now still thinking wat breadth to take... think i gng for 6 mods this sem... hopefully can lighten last sem load coz gt a project and oso a communication mod...
tml gt tuitions agn... long day outside le... but nvm i will get my own activity during my 3 hours break... :) gng to bed soon le... gd nite... miss u guys!
Monday, July 10, 2006
10 July [12:36AM]
not at home now.. haha... at tampines interchange MAC... waiting for the WC final match to start at 2. dun ask mi who will win coz i really no idea... haha... started off to acc my dad watch coz was his favourite but in the end find that football afterall is not really just 22 people chasing for a ball... haha... though i sort of watching some matches but i m still not really clear who was a better team... haha...
hvn't been updating my blog for a long long time le... sort of like MIA from blog for awhile le... really like no idea wat to record in my blog le... haha... starting was like trying to update everyday on wat i did and stuffs but as days passes, this blogging thing like getting boring so updates become lesser and lesser until my MIA now... haha....
pass 2 days has been going out with my auntie and mummy to do shopping... went orchard on sat shop shop around... din buy anything on that day... actually saw quite a few nice tops and one skirt but haha... mei you yuan coz actually wanna buy when i leaving orchard but hor... haha... we decided to take a train from summerset so haha... nv pass the shope so nv buy le... haha... nvm la... save $$ lo... haha... then sun went bugis... bought some t-shirts... haha... like that wording on the t-shirts.... my mummy scold mi crazy for buying the shirt just because of the words... haha... but who cares... i just like it. hahaha
before i went out ytd afternoon, was chatting with one of my sec friend... haha... he was asking mi how come i dun have a bf... haha... dun i feel lonely when i m alone doing something... haha... i guess lonely isn't that a problem to be ba... haha... coz i m sort of close to my mummy who is home everyday... though at times will have that lonely feeling la... but not often, so i guess bf isn't a thing for mi... haha... joking la... who dun wan someone to dote and love u de... haha... i guess that's all gals dream ba... haha... we all need our prince or knight... hahhaa.... but i think i can survive without that oso ba... so no hurry... still waiting for my "min di de lian ren" ba... haha... guess that person have to be able to control my horrible "weather"... haha... think onli my parents and sis noe wat my horrible weather means ba... haha... was watching the last few eps of "Green forest, My home" the other day... haha... everyone was aslp... i was all alone in my study room... suddenly i had a feeling... someone to watch a program with mi... pick up tissues for mi when i need it... haha... wat blissing will that be... whahaha.... haha... think onli la... dream lo... haha...
not at home now.. haha... at tampines interchange MAC... waiting for the WC final match to start at 2. dun ask mi who will win coz i really no idea... haha... started off to acc my dad watch coz was his favourite but in the end find that football afterall is not really just 22 people chasing for a ball... haha... though i sort of watching some matches but i m still not really clear who was a better team... haha...
hvn't been updating my blog for a long long time le... sort of like MIA from blog for awhile le... really like no idea wat to record in my blog le... haha... starting was like trying to update everyday on wat i did and stuffs but as days passes, this blogging thing like getting boring so updates become lesser and lesser until my MIA now... haha....
pass 2 days has been going out with my auntie and mummy to do shopping... went orchard on sat shop shop around... din buy anything on that day... actually saw quite a few nice tops and one skirt but haha... mei you yuan coz actually wanna buy when i leaving orchard but hor... haha... we decided to take a train from summerset so haha... nv pass the shope so nv buy le... haha... nvm la... save $$ lo... haha... then sun went bugis... bought some t-shirts... haha... like that wording on the t-shirts.... my mummy scold mi crazy for buying the shirt just because of the words... haha... but who cares... i just like it. hahaha
before i went out ytd afternoon, was chatting with one of my sec friend... haha... he was asking mi how come i dun have a bf... haha... dun i feel lonely when i m alone doing something... haha... i guess lonely isn't that a problem to be ba... haha... coz i m sort of close to my mummy who is home everyday... though at times will have that lonely feeling la... but not often, so i guess bf isn't a thing for mi... haha... joking la... who dun wan someone to dote and love u de... haha... i guess that's all gals dream ba... haha... we all need our prince or knight... hahhaa.... but i think i can survive without that oso ba... so no hurry... still waiting for my "min di de lian ren" ba... haha... guess that person have to be able to control my horrible "weather"... haha... think onli my parents and sis noe wat my horrible weather means ba... haha... was watching the last few eps of "Green forest, My home" the other day... haha... everyone was aslp... i was all alone in my study room... suddenly i had a feeling... someone to watch a program with mi... pick up tissues for mi when i need it... haha... wat blissing will that be... whahaha.... haha... think onli la... dream lo... haha...
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Friday, May 26, 2006
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
10-05-06 3:47PM
wanted blog ytd night de but the network kinda slow, cannot even load a single page. but nvm la, here i come to blog agn. :)
ytd was out with vanessa and jia to celebrate jia's b'dae. just the 3 of us as usual. went Ajisen Ramen & Japanese Restaurant for dinner and it was on jia. haha. b'dae gal treated us. haha. as usual we eat n chat, planned abit abt holiday one day, the three of us. haha. jia suggested bangkok but the thing is that we not sure how to get from places to places there. haha. then we tot of hk. think is kinda the dialet problem. haha. nvm i guess, we just plan out things and see how. mayb can go holiday during my dec break. haha.
after dinner, went to mac to chat agn. 3 chatterboxes can never stop chatting. took some pics.
wanted blog ytd night de but the network kinda slow, cannot even load a single page. but nvm la, here i come to blog agn. :)
ytd was out with vanessa and jia to celebrate jia's b'dae. just the 3 of us as usual. went Ajisen Ramen & Japanese Restaurant for dinner and it was on jia. haha. b'dae gal treated us. haha. as usual we eat n chat, planned abit abt holiday one day, the three of us. haha. jia suggested bangkok but the thing is that we not sure how to get from places to places there. haha. then we tot of hk. think is kinda the dialet problem. haha. nvm i guess, we just plan out things and see how. mayb can go holiday during my dec break. haha.
after dinner, went to mac to chat agn. 3 chatterboxes can never stop chatting. took some pics.
me and jia
vanessa and me
haha. din really take alot of pics. just some. haha. anyway, we planned our next "outing" le. 31 May. haha. hopefully i will remember. but guess either one of them will remind mi agn de. haha. have been eating alot and not exercising sia. fatting. haha. think might be gng for a jog later and that is if i m not lazy (can since when m i not lazy to jog) haha. :)
shall stop here. update agn when i have something to say. take care
Sunday, May 07, 2006
7-5-06 12:49PM
"Be contented with what you have got
For you might regret when u lose them
These might not be the best part of your dreams
Nevertheless reality is still what it is
Down the slope you might feel
Think of the ones around you
they are like the pieces of puzzles
fixing together to form your dream
Be contented
Be happy
A simple smile to yourself
Will bring you through a great day ahead"
Another one extracted from the same person. is contented really supposed to be part of our life? but human are always greedy. haha. but i do agree with the part on having ur friends and family is a bliss. they are really part of my "life puzzle". any missing pieces will make my puzzle incomplete.
ytd was voting day. seen the results at night. didn't really expect that i will be listening to it too. but enjoyed the mini discussion with my dad on political stuffs. haha. after then i watched a movie, "A Cinderella Story". haha. so fairy tale de. making mi think how true is cinderella story in reality. a prince, a nice and caring one. really exists? haha. mayb possible but less than 10 in this world ba. haha.
think that all for the moment. will update as and when tots come flooding my mind. :)
"Be contented with what you have got
For you might regret when u lose them
These might not be the best part of your dreams
Nevertheless reality is still what it is
Down the slope you might feel
Think of the ones around you
they are like the pieces of puzzles
fixing together to form your dream
Be contented
Be happy
A simple smile to yourself
Will bring you through a great day ahead"
Another one extracted from the same person. is contented really supposed to be part of our life? but human are always greedy. haha. but i do agree with the part on having ur friends and family is a bliss. they are really part of my "life puzzle". any missing pieces will make my puzzle incomplete.
ytd was voting day. seen the results at night. didn't really expect that i will be listening to it too. but enjoyed the mini discussion with my dad on political stuffs. haha. after then i watched a movie, "A Cinderella Story". haha. so fairy tale de. making mi think how true is cinderella story in reality. a prince, a nice and caring one. really exists? haha. mayb possible but less than 10 in this world ba. haha.
think that all for the moment. will update as and when tots come flooding my mind. :)
Thursday, May 04, 2006
4-5-06 [exam ended holiday time]
watching channel 8 programme now, woman of times.
[taken from somewhere]
"the one that i had been waiting eagerly for had arrived
the one i was hoping was right in front of me
now the eagerness isn't there anymore
the hope for it is gone
just like how hopes are all smashed
smashed into pieces that i guess would never be fixed back
you should not have brought it to mi
if you are taking it away
the feeling that is left behind is hard
so hard and heavy
pushing me right to the bottom ..."
read this somewhere but cant remember where. found it quite meaningful? anyway it just attracted me. mayb becoz this can be interpreted from a few angles. i also dun really know how to explain. it just attracted me.
now holiday le. finally exams all ended le. mixed feeling now. happy coz holiday le can relax and enjoy le but results how? if all cannot make it, how? step backward or move forward and try harder? haiz. now only know i have to help my students finish their exams first. clear theirs and hope that they can do well first ba.
ytd went out with vanessa. met her for dinner and to walk around. got wat we need to buy and also tok alot as usual. meeting jia and vanessa next tues. gng for dinner most probably. think gng to have dinner at the tian tian steamboat there. haha. not confirm yet.
nth else le ba. haha. watch da chang jin le. :) take care guys
watching channel 8 programme now, woman of times.
[taken from somewhere]
"the one that i had been waiting eagerly for had arrived
the one i was hoping was right in front of me
now the eagerness isn't there anymore
the hope for it is gone
just like how hopes are all smashed
smashed into pieces that i guess would never be fixed back
you should not have brought it to mi
if you are taking it away
the feeling that is left behind is hard
so hard and heavy
pushing me right to the bottom ..."
read this somewhere but cant remember where. found it quite meaningful? anyway it just attracted me. mayb becoz this can be interpreted from a few angles. i also dun really know how to explain. it just attracted me.
now holiday le. finally exams all ended le. mixed feeling now. happy coz holiday le can relax and enjoy le but results how? if all cannot make it, how? step backward or move forward and try harder? haiz. now only know i have to help my students finish their exams first. clear theirs and hope that they can do well first ba.
ytd went out with vanessa. met her for dinner and to walk around. got wat we need to buy and also tok alot as usual. meeting jia and vanessa next tues. gng for dinner most probably. think gng to have dinner at the tian tian steamboat there. haha. not confirm yet.
nth else le ba. haha. watch da chang jin le. :) take care guys
Sunday, April 30, 2006
| You Are Left Brained In Love |
 Tend not to get swept away Dependable and trustworthy Able to look at thing objectively Honest and direct in relationships Rely on standards when picking a man Good at solving relationship problems Ready to compete for your sweetie's heart Articulate, a good conversationalist, and witty Think overly romantic displays are a waste of time A few serious boyfriends as opposed to many flings Notice all of the details about your guy - good and bad |
Thursday, April 06, 2006
12:05 AM...
Just came back from dinner with uni friends... haha... not alot of us la... onli like mi, dap, apple, davis, ck and jaysen... haha... went food court for dinner then chatted at tcc... tok alot abt secondary schools days.. haha... suddenly started to miss poly days le... miss poly friends le... haha... hope we can have a poly class outing soon... haha...
we oso tok about relationship lo.. haha... gossips la... this two week or so, keep gonna tease by ck they all... say wat william n mi lo... haha... i told them not possible de they dun believe mi... haha... nvm lo... tease jiu tease lo.. haha... have fun ma... haha... oh ya... new couple among us... haha... shld noe who la hor... haha... all the best to the both of u... xin fu in ur hands... hold on tight to it... haha...
it is not as if i dun wan to get into relationship la.. is more like... hmm... i believe in fate la... "yuan", this is the word i believe in... is fate that brought us together as friends... i m still waiting for the fate to bring mi to my the other half la... i oso dunno how to explain la... jiu shi you yuan jiu you yuan lo... haha... no feelings mean no feelings lo... i dun really believe in wat feeling can pei yang de lo... haha...but no hurry... i still wanna enjoy my single days.. haha... wat most important now is my studies, my friends and family la... my studies must try hard hard... hope to get along well with my friends and enjoy the times with them... spend more time with my family... all this is much more important to mi now... haha...
now waiting for my sis to come back and oso daphne to come online... haha... need to send her sth... haha... tml still gt ssb lesson... how i wish tml is free day... haha... nvm la... anyway tml gt tuition oso... haha... i think i send here first la hor... more updates after my exams...
guys, jia you for the last assignment and also jia you for the upcoming tests and exams.. :)
Just came back from dinner with uni friends... haha... not alot of us la... onli like mi, dap, apple, davis, ck and jaysen... haha... went food court for dinner then chatted at tcc... tok alot abt secondary schools days.. haha... suddenly started to miss poly days le... miss poly friends le... haha... hope we can have a poly class outing soon... haha...
we oso tok about relationship lo.. haha... gossips la... this two week or so, keep gonna tease by ck they all... say wat william n mi lo... haha... i told them not possible de they dun believe mi... haha... nvm lo... tease jiu tease lo.. haha... have fun ma... haha... oh ya... new couple among us... haha... shld noe who la hor... haha... all the best to the both of u... xin fu in ur hands... hold on tight to it... haha...
it is not as if i dun wan to get into relationship la.. is more like... hmm... i believe in fate la... "yuan", this is the word i believe in... is fate that brought us together as friends... i m still waiting for the fate to bring mi to my the other half la... i oso dunno how to explain la... jiu shi you yuan jiu you yuan lo... haha... no feelings mean no feelings lo... i dun really believe in wat feeling can pei yang de lo... haha...but no hurry... i still wanna enjoy my single days.. haha... wat most important now is my studies, my friends and family la... my studies must try hard hard... hope to get along well with my friends and enjoy the times with them... spend more time with my family... all this is much more important to mi now... haha...
now waiting for my sis to come back and oso daphne to come online... haha... need to send her sth... haha... tml still gt ssb lesson... how i wish tml is free day... haha... nvm la... anyway tml gt tuition oso... haha... i think i send here first la hor... more updates after my exams...
guys, jia you for the last assignment and also jia you for the upcoming tests and exams.. :)
Thursday, February 09, 2006
3:25... still 9 feb...
doing my OS lab from like 1++ to now... but just can't get it to run the correct output leh... wat's wrong leh? haha... look and compare to book le leh... seem to be all the same... aiyo... really pratically forgotten all abt link list in C... mayb not forget lah... just that long time nv write the program in C le.. haha... still need time to get use to it ba...
It's really fattening to stay at home n do work sia... haha... from morning til now i have been eating n eating my CNY goodies lo... then just now went TM to get sunflower for sis, bought 3 egg tarts... all eaten up le lo...hahaha... so fat now! nvm today i shall forcus on all vegetables... no more meats! finally... i hv been eatting too much meats since CNY le... so sick of it le... haha...
seems like dap is online le... haha... need go tok to her abt OS le... update mayb later? haha
doing my OS lab from like 1++ to now... but just can't get it to run the correct output leh... wat's wrong leh? haha... look and compare to book le leh... seem to be all the same... aiyo... really pratically forgotten all abt link list in C... mayb not forget lah... just that long time nv write the program in C le.. haha... still need time to get use to it ba...
It's really fattening to stay at home n do work sia... haha... from morning til now i have been eating n eating my CNY goodies lo... then just now went TM to get sunflower for sis, bought 3 egg tarts... all eaten up le lo...hahaha... so fat now! nvm today i shall forcus on all vegetables... no more meats! finally... i hv been eatting too much meats since CNY le... so sick of it le... haha...
seems like dap is online le... haha... need go tok to her abt OS le... update mayb later? haha
9 Feb 2006...
Another post after a long long time.... guess everyone is starting to forgetmy blog le ba... coz so used to the no new entry thing here le... haha... nvm la... today i m going to update all i hv did for the past 1 month or so...
At the start of the year, nothing much happen except for the CNY at the end of Jan. haha... besides that is just lecture after lecture kind of routine. This year CNY is the same as usual de... had reunion dinner had my grandma's place (father's side) then back home to watch tv programmes. haha...
First day of CNY
Same thing. Went to my grandma's place to bai nian. saw all my uncles, aunties and cousins... haha... we are all like meeting once in a year kind of thing, so actually not really close to them... therefore first day of CNY is forever so boring... the onli thing i could do was to chat with my pri 5 cousin and play with my baby cousin... the rest of the cousins wasn't that close with them... haha... All they normally do was to sit in a circle and... haha... u all shld noe la... gamble lo... wat else... haha...
Another post after a long long time.... guess everyone is starting to forgetmy blog le ba... coz so used to the no new entry thing here le... haha... nvm la... today i m going to update all i hv did for the past 1 month or so...
At the start of the year, nothing much happen except for the CNY at the end of Jan. haha... besides that is just lecture after lecture kind of routine. This year CNY is the same as usual de... had reunion dinner had my grandma's place (father's side) then back home to watch tv programmes. haha...
First day of CNY
Same thing. Went to my grandma's place to bai nian. saw all my uncles, aunties and cousins... haha... we are all like meeting once in a year kind of thing, so actually not really close to them... therefore first day of CNY is forever so boring... the onli thing i could do was to chat with my pri 5 cousin and play with my baby cousin... the rest of the cousins wasn't that close with them... haha... All they normally do was to sit in a circle and... haha... u all shld noe la... gamble lo... wat else... haha...
me n sis at home...
not much pics taken on that day... second day will hv abit more... haha
Second day of CNY
went to my mother's side de le... left home quite early coz gt to help grandma with the cooking... haha... this yr nv really help la... coz my mummy prepared most of the stuffs needed at home le... so was quite free... haha.... always like my grandma's food coz have some hakka food... haha... like the soup even more coz is like veri sour de... haha... chatted with my two cousins all the way..haha... can see how talkative i m rite? haha...
my two cousins with mi n sis
lau yu sheng at my grandma's place
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mi and my sis agn... haha
let's do a jump... haha... 4 Feb 2006
Had a group of friends over to celebrate my 21st b'dae... haha... most of them was here except some NS guys... they have been busy... haha... mummy helped mi prepared alot of stuffs... while i did cleanning up of the place b4 my guests arrrived... haha... vanessa, jia and michelle was the first to arrived... haha...followed by steven... 5 of us chatted in my study room... then we went on for food of course... after a while the rest came by too.. haha... the last one to come was dap of course.. haha.... Had fun on that day and hope my friends have fun too...
my group of friends
Thanks for coming guys... and thnx for the presents too... :)
Today, 9 of Feb... mi n sis's b'dae...
First, let mi wish my sis a veri HAPPY BIRTHDAY! May you recieved all the happiness that u wan and be blissful... ni yao xin fu wor... haha... smiles on ur face everyday ba... haha
Now... my b'dae wishes... haha... just now dap told mi that i can say out 2 out of 3 wishes...
- I wish for all my friends to stay happy and smile always... May all their wishes come true...
- Hope that whatever we do will be done smoothly... I still believe in staying happy everyday la... haha...
- CANNOT SAY LEH... haha
haha... later gng out to get my sis sunflower... haha... then mayb do abit of OS coz... not gng to ssb today leh... haha... anyway... this is a short update... more updates will be up sOON la hor.. haha
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