Morning!!! It's 8.10am now... Listening to Wong Renfu's "Sha Gua Qing Ren"... Just replied Daryl's email... Mmm... Notice that I haven't been updating my blog since mid of this month... haha... :p

Ytd just changed my bolgskin... haha... found this skin interesting and sort of suit my song... haha... I just love fairy tales ba... haha... coz the rest of the skins like funni looking... haha... This song is one of my favourite song... Found the lyric interesting and abit meaningful lor... Hope u all like the song... ;)

Now only I m awake... Pig sista still in bed... guess she went to bed late ytd ba... as usual... haha... Ma n Pa went to grandma's place early morning coz they gt to go shao mu... just read dap's blog... abt fate... haha... Dunno why she sudden gt the feeling... haha... But I guess it's true... some parts of our life is kinda fated... but that's r still things that depend on ourselves... ur fate is in ur hand... haha...

Got 3 assigs on hand... hai~ gt to stop slacking le... and start working... hopefully... :D okay le la... I will be back at night... now gt to go buy breakfast for sista le... bye :)

* Ur fate is in ur hand... Live ur life to the fullest *

now is 10.16pm... just finish watch my program, "I Love My Home"... gt a interesting storyline... touching ending... It's really not easy for some1 to accept the reality... But I guess we have to accept it as it's a fact... we can't escape from this fact...

Ytd was toking to Sarah abt facing the reality... haha... Told her that I hate facing the reality :p Mmm... Just as wat pam say "a 18 years old girl who thinks like a 9 years old who is trapped in d body of a 15 years old!!!" I guess for mi is like 19 yrs old gal who thinks like a 9 yrs old who is trapped in a 19 yrs old body... haha... Maybe is time to grow up le hv a 19 yrs old mind... whaha... ytd was abit childish la... (sorri gal, tok so much wu liao things...) haha... Time to grow up le... must coz must take care of my sista (still young)... n my family... of course still must joke ard with my friends... haha... as u noe 1 day without laughing i will die de... haha

Today is IS day... had my TVE test... was a bad one... dun really remember wat i read (which was bad)... the teacher was like taking a whole paragraph in the slide and deleting a few words for us to fill in... haha ._." but it is all over le... dun care le... oso gt my FOM paper back... didn't do well lor... but it was really a difficult paper lah... hahaha... that's all I did today.... nth special... haha... but mi, ailing n pam was joking abt dap who was hving a bad stomachache... haha... sorri dap... so bad to disturb u... :p haha... "sorri dap" oso sorri wor... hai ni gt 0 for one of the page in FOM paper... sorri :'( haha....

Read sarah blog today... Hai~ Sarah dun stress urself le... u r already veri gd le... dun expect too much... sometime we need to give ourself a gd rest b4 moving on de... Remember to slp early today ;)
To Dap --> gal rest well... dun eat oily stuff le... drink more water... take care :)

that's abt it for today le... sis wan use comp le... hv a gd weekend, gals... luv u guys...
love pa, ma and sista... :) stay happy n smile.... sista JIA YOU wor... I noe sometimes I abit bad la... but really sorry abt all the bad things that I did to u b4... work hard gal... -give u my moral support- hugz ;)

* money can buy everything but happiness *

Mmm... Haven't been updating my blog for a veri long time. Guess dun hv much things to say, nothing special happened. Is that a gd thing or bad thing? Recently, read my friend's blog, alot of thoughts running in my mind... Things are really unpredictable... No one will noe wat will happen the nxt second, no one... Suddenly have this sad feeling... How I wish my close kins and friends will not leave me... PlS~~

Mum always tell mi that I cannot be too close to her coz one day she will leave mi, leave the world to a far away land... I dun wan think of anything like that coz I love her and dun wan her to leave mi... I need her... not onli her, I need my dad, sista and my friends too... I dun noe wat to say... I noe life is unpredictable but why do we have to experience such feeling... such painful feeling... If that day will to come, I think I will not be as strong as my friend (To her: U r really a strong gal)... I think i will cry to death man... Mayb my mum is right, once u r veri close to a person, u cannot afford to lose her/him... That's why I totally agree with You Ya Yu (Xi Jie Shao Nian) when he said abt why he didn't want find sb to rely on... is gd to hv sb u can rely on but u wouldn't be having him/her forever... The best person u can rely on is urself... Life is so unpredictable, U wouldn't noe who will leave u the nxt moment. I have to be independant on myself, coz I hate the feeling of losing... I dun wan to lose any1 impt to mi... really... I can't take it de... That's why I m in the nun club...

hai~ Now update the blog... writing so many upset things... It's just wat I think at the moment... Stop here la... if go on I will be embarrassing myself... dun wan that to happen...

* The worst feeling is when u lost sb impt to u *

Mmm... today quite a bad day wor... Had my CSP common test today... sort of feeling bad after it... every1 seem to be so confident abt the paper but me er... hai... mayb coz I nv study hard enough ba... -lookinh into mirror-(gal ar... when will u start to study hard... everyday so slack... WAKE UP Wen!!!! Time to le... gt to work hard... cannot disappoint ur parents) hai... sort of starting to hate myself le... always like that de... do le then regret... when can I learn my lesson... :'(

anything else to say le... bye
*Have a stead onli when u r sure that u can give him/her happiness*