Sunday, July 30, 2006

what if everything that happen will only happen once
what if everyone in your life will only appear once
what if you will never be able to do something that u have missed
what if you are going to lose someone you loved the next minute

always looking high and low for the things we want
never seem to look around the things we have
always seem to regret what have been done
never seem to have the courage to do what was supposed to be done

regret is the word we hate most
still it is the word that occur most
happiness is the door everyone is heading toward
but how many will really get to the correct door

start doing things that are supposed to be done
let the ones that you loved know that you really love them
take away the hate that has been in the heart
in order to allow more love to travel in

dun allow regrets
disallow regrets from entering the heart
stop feeling regretful
happiness is the door that should be opened.

Monday, July 17, 2006

17 July 2006 [12:01AM]

What are you chasing for in life?
ever ask urself abt that? hmm... a simple question but lot of thinking to do... wondering wat the point of moving forward... wat is in front that we are hoping to see eventually... suddenly this question appeared... seem like it is still a question without a answer to mi... wat i want... i really have to ponder through...

read thru some of my blog entries... found out sth... i have been using the word "haha" too often le... i gt to change.. less of this word le... from next week onwards gt to prepare for the new sem le... no in term of study but more on shopping... haha... more clothes and think i going to get a new bag (sis say she gng to get one for mi, this doesn't happen often)... gt my modules bidding on the 26 of this month... now still thinking wat breadth to take... think i gng for 6 mods this sem... hopefully can lighten last sem load coz gt a project and oso a communication mod...

tml gt tuitions agn... long day outside le... but nvm i will get my own activity during my 3 hours break... :) gng to bed soon le... gd nite... miss u guys!

Monday, July 10, 2006

10 July [12:36AM]

not at home now.. haha... at tampines interchange MAC... waiting for the WC final match to start at 2. dun ask mi who will win coz i really no idea... haha... started off to acc my dad watch coz was his favourite but in the end find that football afterall is not really just 22 people chasing for a ball... haha... though i sort of watching some matches but i m still not really clear who was a better team... haha...

hvn't been updating my blog for a long long time le... sort of like MIA from blog for awhile le... really like no idea wat to record in my blog le... haha... starting was like trying to update everyday on wat i did and stuffs but as days passes, this blogging thing like getting boring so updates become lesser and lesser until my MIA now... haha....

pass 2 days has been going out with my auntie and mummy to do shopping... went orchard on sat shop shop around... din buy anything on that day... actually saw quite a few nice tops and one skirt but haha... mei you yuan coz actually wanna buy when i leaving orchard but hor... haha... we decided to take a train from summerset so haha... nv pass the shope so nv buy le... haha... nvm la... save $$ lo... haha... then sun went bugis... bought some t-shirts... haha... like that wording on the t-shirts.... my mummy scold mi crazy for buying the shirt just because of the words... haha... but who cares... i just like it. hahaha

before i went out ytd afternoon, was chatting with one of my sec friend... haha... he was asking mi how come i dun have a bf... haha... dun i feel lonely when i m alone doing something... haha... i guess lonely isn't that a problem to be ba... haha... coz i m sort of close to my mummy who is home everyday... though at times will have that lonely feeling la... but not often, so i guess bf isn't a thing for mi... haha... joking la... who dun wan someone to dote and love u de... haha... i guess that's all gals dream ba... haha... we all need our prince or knight... hahhaa.... but i think i can survive without that oso ba... so no hurry... still waiting for my "min di de lian ren" ba... haha... guess that person have to be able to control my horrible "weather"... haha... think onli my parents and sis noe wat my horrible weather means ba... haha... was watching the last few eps of "Green forest, My home" the other day... haha... everyone was aslp... i was all alone in my study room... suddenly i had a feeling... someone to watch a program with mi... pick up tissues for mi when i need it... haha... wat blissing will that be... whahaha.... haha... think onli la... dream lo... haha...