Friday, December 30, 2005

31 Dec 2005, 12 AM

24 hrs before the first day of 2006... a brand new year, a brand new start... hmm... today went out shopping with vanessa... saw this calender-alike thing, Motto to Success.. haha... Know wat? the first motto to success is to reflect on wat u hv been doing for the past 1 yr on 1st of Jan every year... haha... REFLECTION? ON FIRST DAY OF A BRAND NEW YEAR? haha... i think on the last day of every year is better... coz the next day shld be another new start for ur life how can look back? hahaha...

This past 1 yr... last sem in one instititue and first sem in another... is all just like a dream, this moment graduating and that moment struggling to get used to a new environment... alot of time spent thinking abt alot of stuffs... within this one whole year, seen alot and also learnt abit... starting to understand myself... or shld i say starting to find out that i really dun understand myself well enough? hmm.... haha... abit confusing rite? but nvm la...

Last Semster - Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Start of this year, if i m not wrong, we were all struggling to finish up our last part for FYP... everyone was like so busy... late nights... programming bugs... project demo... reports, pages after pages... screen shots... user manuals... haha... all this end with a full stop the moment our reports were submitted to the office... but this wasn't the end of our busy days... we still had our exams... memorising all the wireless terms... made mi really crazy... worst part was that i was in total blank when taking the exam... haha... after all that exams, everyone of us seem to have graduated... haha... without giving a damn on our results le... haha...

Next was our dear sarah leaving for oversea study... haha... we all was thinking how much we would missed her during assignments periods... haha... sarah = report, report = sarah.. and it was really TRUE... haha... we all missed sarah's perfect english... haha... the farewell dinner, dinner at the airport... looking at sarah leaving Singapore alone to a different environment with mix feelings.. feeling of sadness that we no longer can see her everyday, happy for her that she got her wish of going oversea to gain more experience and know more people... but we all know that we were all under the same sky... haha... looking at the same sun n moon at a different time... haha...

Graduation day, without sarah, we were so afraid of falling on the stage with our heels... haha.... actually nothing really happen on that day... just that we all went out to celebrate after our ceremony... hahha... but this day bark the end of the 3 years poly life... of course not our friendship... hahhaa

month of rotting n slacking days... b4 the start of a new chapter.....

New Chapter
Bidding... haha... slow, troublesome, wu liao, time consuming bidding... haha... but guess we will all hv to get used to it ba.... after all that biddings... start of with a few relaxing weeks... onli lectures... but stressing time was eventually there...

Assignments were bad... clashed! haha... but lucky that i was doing with ailing n dap on 2 assignments... we manage to sort of divide our tasks... ailing had to start on an alien language assignment on her own first... haha... thnx, ailing... while mi n dap had to do jsp programming for the other assignment... report of done mainly by our dear ailing... haha.... mi n dap were like struggling man... haha...especially the last few days... wow, damn stupid... last min found out that we did wrongly... and is TOTALLY WRONG... nearly fainted man... we were all abt to give up le lo... so little time yet so much time to change n do lo...we spents days and nights to do... last night b4 dateline ailing, dap, ck, william, rachel came over my place at 4++ in the afternoon... and we did our assignment all the way to the next morning 6++... NV SLP lo... we were all so so damn tired... haha... but... wat i can say is that our team though 3 person onli... i think we all tried our best, worked well to get things down til the last hr... but if in between i did anything that had caused unhappiness on anyone of u, i hereby apologise... sorry! especially to dap n ailing... sometime, i nv think abt people's feelings b4 toking, so pls forgave mi if i had say any nasty things...

Straight after our assignments, was exams... wow these 2 months or so was so stressful... so many things to be done... guess all of us were thinkingof dropping out ba.. haha DO module... hahaha.... exams were bad... papers were so unexpectedly difficult... really felt abit of demoralised... but after the last paper... all i was thinking was I WANT TO ROT AND SLACK!!! really so tired lo... nights of studying til 4++ then woking up at 6++ 7 to study agn... is like my o'levels' day lo... haha... ori can say even worst... when it was all over, wow the feeling of throwing away a large stone that had been in ur heart... haha... so relaxing....

Took results a week or so ago... wasn't that good... totally sux... haiz... at first was veri disappointed but an wei myself la... first sem onli... try harder lo... wat to do? now doing bidding agn... haha... hopefully bidding will be smooth for everyone... haha...

I guess that shld be able all that had happened this yr... alot of things wasn't expected... not something that u wish to happen.. but i guess we had to just take it n go ba... know a few more friends... from them i learn some stuff too... at times i feel like a extra, someone who doesn't really belong to their group... but i m still learning... learning to let go, learning to be more active.. learning to be more sociable... alot more to learn i guess.

I guess i shld bow n say sorry to people who thinks that i m a real nasty n irriating person... sorry for mi being a straight person, toking without thinking... if i have said anything that had hurt u or make u unhappy, sorry... if i have forgotten anything that i promise, sorry... if i have always been missing in outings, not being active enough, sorry... if i have disappoint u, sorry... and many many more... All i can say is a big SORRY! Hope u all can forgave mi... i will try myself to change for better.

Thanks to people who had helped me... accompany mi when i needed it... chit chat with mi...thanks for being there when i needed someone...thanks for tolerating my nusiance n rubbish... THANKS FOR BEING PART OF MY LIFE! it is blissful to meet every single one of u... thanks...

Guess i shall leave my wish for this coming yr to tml midnite le.. haha... bye everyone... take care :)

Thursday, December 29, 2005


mi in a empty bottle...

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

end of the first sem....

finally finish off the exams le... think i will die for all these paper... this is the first time after so long that i felt so disappointed and hopeless on myself... haiz... but nevermind abt all this le... all over le... really over le...

this month has passed super fast.... alot of stuff happened within this period... alot... exams... this n that... i dunno how to say but all i wanna say is to tressure watever u hv now... dun wait til it is going to be gone then u think of cherishing it... this might not happen but the feeling of it appearing into my life IS REALLY DRIVING MI MAD!!! i dun wan it to happen... really... dun wan... i tried to hold it back ... but it still flows down... i was lost... but i noe i can't do much, all i could do now is to pray that it is not gng to happen...

haha... ok le la.. so much abt all these... something good... SARAH IS BACK!!! haha... she shld be at home now... lying on her cosy bed... haha... red room... sweet dream gal... see ya soon...

:) waiting for the rainbow in my life... a shoulder for mi to lie on... haha

Thursday, November 24, 2005

slience nite... stressful nite... nite in a mess... dun wan nite...
stupid... why so stupid~ haiz...

Friday, September 16, 2005

start of mid-term break...

so fast le... mid-term break le... next sat will be the first mid-term test, Computer Network... haiz... dun even noe wat all the topics are abt lo... dunno how to pass sia... guess all i can do is to read lo, memorize lo... wat else? haha... anyway i m gng to relax til sun... then mon then start to study... hahaha.... and hopefully i will hv the motivation to study then

this afternoon went out with uni friends for lunch and walked around at holland v... haha... ate chicken rice... not bad la... quite nice... then we went to brekso... sat there, chatting and take pics... haha... at first everyone was very bored but i guess after then we still manage to chit chat and laugh together... haha... after ailing n zhiguang left, forget wat time le... jaysen, sandy n yanling came... we took pics together then went to nydc... but nv eat there la... only jaysen, sandy and yanling ate there... quite fun la.. haha... show u all the group pic ba...


back row: william, sandy, yanling, rachel, daphne, me
front: davis, jaysen
(zhiguang and ailing left le)

now waiting for my sis to come back... so tired... mi oso just come back onli... haha... mi wan slp la... hahaha... nvm la... mi veri nice de... haha :)

think go watch tv le... else i sure to fall aslp de.. take care guys... :)

Thursday, September 15, 2005

7 weeks after a new chapter have began....

started life in NUS for abt 1 month plus, going to be 2 months le... next week from mon - thurs is study week... haha... days only... friday gng back for lessons... saturday will be the first mid-term paper le... and it is the hardest paper i think.... coz still now i m still blur abt the module, nevertheless, i will still try to understand n pass my paper...

mid-term papers are all in mcq format, u may think is good BUT think again... if all the choices are almost the same, will u still be looking forward to having mcqs? haha... the good thing about mcqs is that u dun hv to write so much but u will have a harder time deciding which to choose... mayb u can bring a die along... hahaaha....

this term took 5 mods but onli have 16 credits, so i hv to make up for the four credits i missed during next sem... meaning i gt to take 6 mod next sem... for mi to graduate, on average, i have to fulfil 20 credits per sem... that will be abt 5 mods... but this sem gt el which has no credits.. hahaha... nvm la... think shld be able to make it next sem, since i m able to survive during poly when i have to take like 4 cores n 3 IS... haha...

this sem is the first sem, facing difficulties like having to pay attention during lectures... too used in relying on tutorials and practicals le... now labs are like so hopeless... TA there are foreigners, their english are so chaim... haha... dun really get wat they say... so haiz, gt to depend on ourselves le... haha...

Now besides preparing for mid-term tests... still have to start on assignments... 2 of them due in nov... haha... lucky both doing with ailing n dap... both are programmings but one is java and the other one is using netlogo (new modeling programming language)... both languages are veri different... but nvm, we gt 3 brains working tgt... ailing, dap, sometimes i m abit lost n blur la... so must forgave mi hor... my brain works veri slow de... sorri for my slow-ness...

so much on my studies... haha... i missed the part on friends le... haha... met quite afew of NP girls there... people like apple, sandy, jia ling, rachel, yan ling... guys ar... hmmm, two np de... jaysen and william... the rest of them are from different part of singapore... hahaha.... a few from east de... FINALLY! haha... last time in poly is like onli mi n sarah from east... haha... all these people are met during orientation week but then nv really talk coz i onli went for like one day... haha... so actually talk n get to noe them when lessons started like 6 weeks ago... haha... always having lunch together, tok n joke tgt... still not so bad la...

today, davis asked mi, who i think look handsome, among the guys... hahaha... actually all like the same lo... not say no handsome or ugly one la... but really nv take note of this during the orientation la... haha... the onli two guys that i remembered was davis n zhiguang lo... haha... coz dap n i thought that they looked abit like yu cheng on that day... haha... the rest still ok la... mayb next time take photos then post it here n u all can see see la...

so hungry now... later still gt to go for tuition b4 my dinner... haiz... i stop here today le la... wanna go watch tv le... :)

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

10:29PM

I m not watching tv at the pt of time! Surprised?!?! haha... nowadays dun really seems to get attracted by tv programs anyway le... but there are still time when i just spend my time watching tv and ignoring msn messages, so sorry abt that... haha...

Haven't been updating for a long long time le... must be wondering wat i m doing rite? haha... same old things day after day... go for lessons... go for tuitions... home to rot... doing everything except revisions, studies or assignments... hahaha.... life kinda of boring rite? haha... i think so too... lectures after lectures... so sian le... haha.. missed the time our class sat in lec hall to slp or chat... hhaha... without pamela, i became the lamest person le... all ur fault, goldfish... 3 yrs of influences... somemore bad one... hahaha.. poor dap and ailing have to go thru my lame tok for the next 3 yrs.. haha...

AiYa... can someone give mi some motivation for studying!!!! hahaha... hvn't got my study mood back yet... but is like so much things coming all at once le... assignments, presentations, tutorials, revisions!!!! how!how! i m lagging behind le... mayb i shld start to plan out my time le... haha... how i wish i have someone at the east side who can acc mi do revision tgt.... -missing u- haha... but nvm i gt to be independant le... gt to do things by myself! haha.... try la hor...

heard from dap that my "train buddy" has booked the flight back to s'pore on 31 Nov... haha...3 months from now... gonna look forward to it le...

ok la... a short update for today.... more to come in my next update ba... but i dunno when will it be la... haha... pamela... be patient, i noe my updates takes yrs... hahaha.. will try to learn from u la... pamela lao shi... haha

GOOD NITE!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

7:44AM [stressful days coming up]

feeling now is like the moment when i just started my poly life... abit stress and lonely.... not that i dunno anyone from there but the feeling is kinda exsisting... will be the same class wif dap and ailing most of the time (hopefully) ... marketing is the module that i will be veri veri lonely coz i m the onli one taking it... so hopefully i can get to know someone from there... but abit difficult la... this sem will be taking onli 4 modules coz i could get one of the modules i bid, then the rest of the choice sounds very geography and history kind of things... my weakest subject, so how can i take those?!?! so decided to do abit of overloading next sem... start off slowly ba... hopefully everything gng to turn out fine...

looking on my noticeboard in front of mi now, i found out that my mind is always slower by 1 year... remember when i was in year 1, i missed my secondary llife so much.... miss tutorials after school, recess and of course friends... now i m starting to miss my poly days... b'dae celebrations, the jokes from the guys... it has always take mi 1 year to push myself forward to another environment...

ytd was fei ji jie jie de b'dae... haha... but she celebrated her big day on national day... went for her bbq at jurong east... haha... west side... from east to west! haha... but had fun there... the food was good... as usual we took alot of pics... haha... guess we are the mentor class which took alot of pics together... haha...

went for lec ytd... GEM de... says n look veri chaim... haha... but the part that i remember was the "weather" in the theatre... haha... winter... hahhaha... so cold inside... even with my sweater on! this module should be interesting but abit difficult... haha... nvm la... must try lo... haha.... tml gng for another lec... think is computer network... sat still gt lec for software engineering... so sian... timing is so bad... 12-2... is like taking up my whole day le! stupid lo... haiz

that's all for now... later today gt 2 tuitions... take care...

Saturday, July 30, 2005

11:06PM

starting a new chapter soon...

haha... 3 yrs of education in poly ended a few months ago... which means i have been rotting for a long time le... haha... went thru the photos we took from the first yr to the final yr... a few of us changed... every1 looked so kid-dy when we just got into poly... see us in suits, haha... all matured looking le... but not sure if we have mature inside ma... haha... but nevertheless, guessed, we all enjoyed our days in np... :)

has been moving forward to another chapter of my life le... mayb it is gng to be the last chapter of education in my life... so gng to try to do things differently, i hope... haha... started off the chapter wih matriculation on this wed... met up with william at the mrt station b4 meeting dap and rachel... a guy from np... lucky enough, he lives in tampines oso... someone to acc mi during my train ride le... but i still prefers girls' talk.. haha... u shld noe who i toking abt ba.. hahaha...

everything went smoothly... except the part where i din gt my matriculation card... seem like the one i had sent a few weeks ago to replace the one that has disappeared is abit useless... haha... had to take a photo that so that they can do up my card... everything was done instantly... went off to join the rest of them... but still i leave early coz meeting friend in the afternoon... at first tot everything was done le but was stuck in a cca fair... haiz... dun mention le... so crowded and a lot of rubbish papers... haha....

on thurs went for the briefing... at first wanted to be there for a tea session but didn't make it in time coz dap they all went to see their laptop.... so in the end mi rot til 2 to go for the computing briefing... so long nv go into a lec hall to listen to a talk or lec le... haha... fall aslp half way thru but woke up veri soon... and guess wat... the briefing that we wanted to listen was the online bidding part de... coz all of us blur and confused abt wat we supposed to do to get the module we wanna study... but anyway the briefing wasn't doing much help... all of us "catch no ball"... hahaha...

did the bidding thing on thurs nite from 11PM to 2AM lo... haha... looking at the module description make mi feel so blur and helpless... totally no idea of wat to take... haha... but still got to a decision of the mod to take... of course is with the help of dap n the rest la... haha...

the next activity will be mon de ba,.. the start of the FOW (Freshman Orientation Week)... have to be there by 9AM... abit early la... coz haven't been waking up that early for a long time le... but going off early coz gt tuition at 2... i m in the same team as dap, ailing and a few other np de... team name is village of water... funny name... haha.... hope dun hv boring games lo... wouldn't be going to sch for the whole week... lazy la... but will definitely be there on thurs for unix workshop... main purpose... haha :)

This is the start of my life in NUS... but i still miss my train rides and lesson in NP... haha... but nvm... we will keep in contact no matter how busy we r de, right? miss u guys :)

Monday, July 18, 2005

5.12PM

finally updating my blog in the afternoon le... haha... from the time, i found that i hv been blogging early in the morning or late at night?!?! haha... watever la... haha... nowadays have been gng to bed at about 2 AM and waking up at 9AM... abit bad la... haha... nvm gng to change le... gt to be in bed earlier and wake up earlier le...

Just now went for tuition at bedok... taught maths today.. topic time... haha... converting hours to minutes, minutes to seconds... think my student calculate til he siao lo... haha... too bad la, accessment bks too many such qns le la... me oso see still i blur le... next week will be better ba coz new topic on area and perimeter... and its the last topic wor... gng for revision le...

tonight gt tuition at my neighbour's place... monday is always so busy... good la, at least no need to do too much rotting at home... now waiting for mummy to finish cooking dinner... i m HUNGRY!!! haha... wed gt QET (English Test) at NUS... still thinking if i wan to go for it... sure to fail it de lo... so chaim... haha...

gng to start another new chapter of my life le... 1 August... soon le... haha... hope it's gng to be another fun and memorable one... of course hope that i will try out new stuffs... coz last few yrs of studies le... must try enjoy more... haha... but b4 the start of my new chapter, wanna meet up wif my friends oso... coz after then, not sure when gt time to go out together le... must plan plan abit... poly classmates, vanessa and jia... hmm.... -thinking-

that's abt all at the moment... see ya soon...
12:39AM

How true can you be to yourself? have u ever consider how much you actually understand abt urself? or even noe who u are? i guess as human being we always think that we noe wat's the best for ourselves or even tot we know wat we wan. but is that so?

So early in the morning, i started writing all this... haha... dunno why oso... but it just come across my mind. suddenly i not sure who i really m. seem like i have always try to be someone i think i shld be and seems to lose my real self. or shld i say i dunno who i m. after the graduation cermony, i asked myself whether or not this is wat i wan. i din manage to answer myself... coz i m not sure too... yes, i noe i wan to win... i dun wan to be looked down... dun wan to disappoint my parents... everytime i get a distinction, i expect myself to get more the next time... this is how i got thru these 3 yrs...

3 yrs le... i dunno wat i have done... how much i have achieve... so different feeling... this wasn't how i felt when i finish my o'levels... after o'levels, i missed my busy days in sch... i was really happy coz i done alot for the school... i performed, organized fairs, helped in RC and learnt alot of things that i nv tot i can do it... all this had been more than enough to convince myself that i did well... and until now i still missed the time when i practise for my opera performance or any other ones...

now, after graduation from poly... i noe i got to know a grp of good friends and i shared happy memories with them... i sort of did well in my studies.. and i noe i didn't disappoint my parents... but these did not convince myself about my success... i envy u guys... have a wide social circle... alot of memories to be taken with u... compared to mi, inactive person... i seem to have losed... totally losed... now i understand wat it means by all rounded... i remembered reading characteristic of aquarius... needs attentions... mayb its true ba... i seem to be doing alot of things to catch people's attention but halfway thru, i will back out... i nv seem to be doing wat i wanted to do and always back out halfway thru...

I want to stand out of my limitations... but i just can't find the courage to do it... just like this time... going to uni... i wanted to go for the camp but i did not... coz i noe i am not an outgoing person not one who is sociable... din have the courage to go... haiz... mi really hopeless ar... haha... but nvm la... used to it le...

After so much of rubbish that i wanted to tell myself... haha... ok le la... so late le... gng to zz soon le :)

Friday, July 15, 2005

12:03AM

first announment: I M GRADUATED!!! o.o

this is the first announment and the most important one... haha... after 3 years of studies in NP... but the times spent there will always stay with mi :)

First semester
the worst sem... as usual, i dun get used to environment easily de... so was quite hard lo... then mi not a veri out-going person, so social circle is super tiny. hahaha... but i was veri lucky, coz i met sarah!!! my secondary classmate for lit lesson... haha... was super suprised that we were in the same class... at the same time, i was really happy to see a familiar face though we nv talk during secondary time...

then during the orientation, still nv really make friends but gt to know the other gals in my class... pam, dap, ailing and huimin. remembered dap give us the first impression of being an ah lian... haha, coz of her golden hair... mm... mayb i shld go find the first class photos that we took... hahaha....

first sem gt relax la... no exams... so good lo... but anyway it's just a start... haha...took psp1, csa, fs and immf... first lesson psp1, draw house!!! haha... we were like complaining that we have to calculate the cordinates lo... haha... but sharon goh was a nice lecturer la... csa was abit hard for me la... coz need to memorize alot of computer parts and their function... immf was abit useless la... haha... more like the lecturer some how cannot make it lo... fs was fine... onli some part abit harder... but overall can la..

i still remember there was once when mi, dap, pam, ailing and sarah stayed in the library and chat for veri long lo... so long that we missed one of our IS (is it community service de???)... then dap shoes spoilt... haha... in the end she use staple to hold the rubber on the bottom of her shoes... hahahhaha

Second semester
took evp, bis, cnm, os, psp2... the most laughters and fun lesson will be cnm... haha... pam, sarah, mi... but that wasn't the worst times... haha... is like a beginning for a show, havn't reach the climate yet... haha...

evp was the first assignment that almost the whole class spent nights at the school atrium just to hope our programs worked. mi, sarah, pam and marcellus worked as a team... haha... and i still remembered wat marcellus said about pam wor... haha... frogie!! hahaha.... and the frogie that mi and sarah found on the floor while walking to the bus stop... haha... though tiring but we had fun... go home at night was so good... haha... still can choose which seat we wanted... haha...

os was a module that proof our class ability.. haha... we learnt almost everything on our own lo... coz we had a hopeless lecturer... haha... and this was when i felt that our class had a strong bond... or at least everyone was willing to help each other in ways...

Third...Fourth semester
life was almost the same. lecture, tutorials and practicals... this was when mi, pam and sarah started to be even crazier during our aspm... haha... remembered there was once when we were walking toward the classroom... haha... mrs goh said that we looked like princesses... walking so slowly... hahahaha.... then we also gt some warnings from her as we started laughing... haha... 3 crazy gals...

this is also the sem when we started to celebrate b'dae for classmates... dap's was the first one that we celebrated as a class... mango cake from begawan solo... haha... the whole level even went blackout on that day lo...

SA during the fourth sem was super like shit... haha... we even skip a lecture to go for class outing at mac... haha... whole class lo... haha.... saved the lecturer time to mark our attentance i guess... hahaha

French lesson was the most difficult on in the fourth sem lo... is like a baby learning to tok... haha.. but quite fun lo... guess now i have already return everything to the lecturer le.. hahaha....

Fifth semester
Really busy one... 4 programmings at the same time... haha...3 javas and one C... mi and sarah were like looking on a brighter side... we were only taking 2 programming modules... java and c++... hahhaa... in between, we had some problems with out pwa assignment but lucky andy ng was kind enough to give as more time and even pass us for that assignment...

in this sem oso met this crab guy... haha... super noisy and unreasonable... dun even think that he is older than us lo... so immature... haha... worst thing was being in the same class as him for like 2 modules lo... haha... so super sian...

we also had our ITP b4 the start of this sem... mi, pam, dap and sarah worked for the same person.... four of us went through thick and thin together... haha... no $$... haha... but nevertheless, i think we had fun during the attachment

Last semester
FYP was the biggest topic then... everyone was busy with their proj especially the last few weeks... haha... lucky for mi that i started working on the program early... all thanks to my supervisor... haha... during then i learnt alot... had to solve some bugs on my own coz supervisor dun wanna help... haha... but it was for my own good la... haha... preparing report was oso another hard task... haha... then demo, super nervous lo... haha... but lucky everything was more or less worked out...

Prom nite after our exams... had fun then... at filton... chatting with jon, sarah and pam... and oso gotta chased out by on of the hotel personnel... haha... was abit paisei la... spent the night at sarah's place... and of course i still remembered pam gotta cheated... haha... expired lucky draw prize... hahaha....

latest, graduation cermony! haha... was so nervous today lo... the prize presenter suprised mi with a qn lo... what kind of sport do u play? I was like HUH?!?! hahaha.. so paisei lo... haha... but nvm la... all over le... the had dinner with a few of my classmates... haha... ate alot... hahaha... even until now i m still so full...

ok le la... wenzi tired le... wanna go find my pooh bears le... haha... good nites everyone.... thanks for all the memories that you all have given mi... :) hope to see ya soon again

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

After lunch...

Ytd went to airport to sarah off for her oversea studies... looking at her walking further and further away, feeling just the same as wat the card said (the card that was given to her by us ytd). Really gonna miss her alot, especially when i have to travel to school alone... 3 years of train rides, bus rides, lectures, tutorials, practicals and assignments together have left mi with alot of memories... the talks we had on the way to sch, the laughter we had during our maths lessons, the joy and fun we had during breaks and b'dae celebrations... all these will nv br forgotten :) Thanks for all these times.

had fun and alot of laughter(from pam) ytd... saw a few of my secondary schoolmates... met up with steven at tampines first b4 heading to the airport to meet the rest. then ate dinner at swensen. haha... flying banana!!! hahaha.... after then we went off, as usual, took alot of photos and had lots of fun! :)

tml is our graduation day! 3 years of studies in NP, finally graduating... tml might be the last time we gng to meet up as a class ba... after then everyone with be busy with their own stuffs... dun think there will be much gathering... but of course must try to have once in a while kind of gethering. haha...

last going now to bugis.. gng to acc dad go sim lim to exchange his electronic components.. haha.. gtg prepare le... bye... c ya soon :)

Monday, July 11, 2005

12:41AM [0.0 awake!]

haha... see wenzi still online!! not in bed yet... haha... actually gng to zzz le la... just finished changing my blogskin... Winnie the Pooh! haha... abit childish la... but i just like the colour, orange! seem so bright and the smile on pooh always bright up my day... hope it will bring smiles onto every1's face...

take care, gd nite!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

10:01PM [too free le!]

A few things happened this two weeks. No tuition for this two weeks coz of break... so all along I m rotting at home. Actually rotting at home has become a habit le... guess if now u ask mi to start studying, I will sian half ba... haha... too used to staying at home le... so pam, now u noe why i nv ask u out le ba... but i will try to fix a time to date u de la... haha...

last saturday, my cousin gave birth to a baby boy... being a mummy at 20... really cannot imagine how she going to go through all this, nevertheless i believe that she will make it de. now i m a auntie le.. haha... sounds so old... would prefer the baby to noe me as "jie jie"... hahha... oh ya, the baby's name is choo you wen... every nice name... my uncle was the one who gave him this name... haha... hoping that this baby will become a knowledgable person in the future... he looks so tiny... haha... with a pair of slpy eyes.

last week, spent some time at my auntie's place, as they went for holiday... had to stay over night there to acc their pet, pearl... haha... wasn't that bad, but had super almost every night.. fattening lo... haha... now i m like a pig... haha... eating and eating... chocolates and snacks everyday... haha... nvm la... to eat is a kind of blissing oso... haha.... EXCUSES!!! haha

Singapore Sales this month... gt a few tops and bottoms... trying to have new "collections" ready for university... haha... another EXCUSE!! haha... has been spending quite a bit on clothings... i still have to go get a open toes sandals... haha.... $$ agn... guess i gt to work hard for my tuition to get paid...

haven't been chatting with friends for a long time le... thurs afternoon had a mini chatting session with my little goldfish... haha... seems like alot of stuff have been happening in "its" life... but nvm yi cai jie will be there when u need someone... or at least i will be there whenever i can... so knock on ur "fish tank" to look for mi ba... hahaha... remember the happy times and forget the bad times...

dunno wat to update le... haha... i will here ba... oh ya... dap, if u happen to see my blog, contact mi... see when we can meet to go for the body check up thingy... :) take care, friends...

*nv love a love that hurts*

Monday, May 30, 2005

10:32 AM [rotting]

Everyday has been the same. watch tv, rot, play with my cousin and tuition. Not much difference.

Last thursday, went for the class outing. Not alot of us turned up but... all the five gals was there. haha... for pics, click on my link to pam's blog... hahaha... went pizza hut for dinner... mi, sarah and pam shared a regular split pizza. haha... that day seem to be a sick day... dap, pam, ailing and sarah were sick. tsk tsk... must be miss mi too much le la... haha... sorry ar, mi supper bhb de... haha... we took alot of pics, if u all have notice, from robert's and jimmy's camera, we have a total of 172 pics!!! haha... all thnx to our photographers, dap and pam. enough of the gals le.

Hmm... five guys turned up? robert, jimmy, qingwen, marcellus, kainam. these guys are gng to be botak soon le... NS Man... man in green. cannot really imagine them in botoks. haha... nvm la... think will be able to see them during the graduation cermony. anyway, think they have more than enough time to tok on that day while the gals were taking photos.

Guess, graduation cermony will be the last gathering le ba... after that, everyone will be busy will their own stuffs, so hope most of us will turn up ba. too bad, sarah will not be there... she leaving on 12 July, will definitely miss her de. especially when i m on my way to and from school. now i already starting to miss the train ride, though there are times when both of us just slp in the train. even though i was slping in the train, still the feeling of someone besides mi made mi feel less lonely... haha.. the times, when we chatted alot, wow... think i shld meet up with sarah one day to go for a train ride! haha...

today, alex ask mi a question. After going through 20 years of my life, do i hv any regrets? Hmm... think i have alot ba... studies, play and to friends... alot wor... haha...

  1. Studies: shld have put in more efforts in my studies.. find that i had done alot of last mins studies... causing alot last min rushing before exams. So people out there, who are still studying, remember to do regular revisions.
  2. I shld have been more sociable and more involve in sch activities. then i will have a wider grp of friends. shld be learning to be more sociable from my sis... always so envy of people like my sis, pam, sarah and robert. they have so many people to mix wif.
  3. haha... people who knows mi, haha... guess sometimes, i m veri mean, always teasing u guys. making fun of u all. haha... but really glad to noe u all. hope u all forgave mi... hahahhaha

I m now looking forward to more gathering with the gals. 12 july, gng to meet up for dinner then send sarah off... so sarah remember to update us abt the time u leaving. oh ya... remind mi to inform steven oso. haha... coz on that day, only one guy from our class can make it.. haha... robert! haha... the rest will be in the army le.

today schedule, tuition this afternoon and also tonight. haha... two on a day. making mi more busy, less rotting. think gng to popular later after my tuition. need to get some stuffs. think that's all for now.

*wanna look at our class gathering pics, click on my link to pam's blog. hahaha...

Friday, May 20, 2005

5:22PM [back from grandma's place]

today suppose to have tuition with my primary 3 student. hai, everything was mess up as he did not do his hw aGaIN! then his mummy oso told me that he mathemathics gt 83 marks, decline of 10 marks. actually his results already made mi abit disappointed le... then guess wat! he told mi he gt NO time to finish his homework!!!! wth. his mummy told mi he has been playing everyday. so after half an hour of lecture, he finally told mi that he spent most of his time playing. So according to my tuition rule, NEVER DO HOMEWORK NO TUITION, i left his place with a super black and angry face. talk to his mummy abt the results i going off. actually his mummy suggested that i stay on lo but the problem is if i dun leave there will definitely be another time when he say he cannot finish his homework again. So I left.

Was so damn angry, everytime lecture him, he always ask for a last chance. today i was like LAST CHANCE?!?! the last time he already ask for it, so now is it knew as the LAST LAST CHANCE? so disappointed and angry.

after then went to my grandma's place. haha... as usual, we tok tok abit then did out hobby, tv programs... hahahhaa... after then i came home le.

aiya. my show start le. bb

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

6:31PM [after dinner]

away from blog for a veri veri long time le. dunno wat to update lo. haha.. life everyday seems to be the same, not much changes. changed my blog skin, coz in the afternoon nth better to do. cousin slp, no one to play with. haha

now gt 2 students on hand. one is primary 5(hsi er) and the other one is primary 3 (jackie). last 2 weeks was busy with my primary 3 student coz of the mid yr exam. now just started with my primary 5 de. and hopefully i will have another primary 3(kenny) student in a few weeks time. haha...

tml going swimming with vanessa in the morning! hopefully it will not rain tml morning. haha... tuition for hsi er tml. hopefully she did her hw. :)

that's about it for now. wanna go play with my cousin le!

Sunday, April 10, 2005

3:59PM -just came back from outside-

this week has been an enjoyable week though at time feeling abit bored. Let's see... just now went to temple at bugis to settle some stuffs... haha... gt my final decision le... :) then went to have lunch... had pork chop and it really tastes good...

Yesterday went Bedok to get my passport size photos taken... then went back to TM... walked around before going for dinner... after dinner, I was surprised to see Kelvin Lim... haha... my primary to secondary school classmate... was in the same cca, table tennis with him during primary school oso... meeting him reminded me about my school life... haha... was a really fun and momerable past...

Friday, went jogging with vanessa at 8AM... haha... she walked all the way from her place to meet mi... then we went to Sun Plaza Park to jog... run about 3 rounds round it.... i suppose it wasn't very far coz we reached back at my place an hour later... within that 1 hour, beside jogging we oso went for a swing... haha... so i guess we only jogged for like 20 minutes.... haha... but nvm la... 20 minutes better than nothing... :)

Thurday, met up with vanessa and sijia for gym in the morning at 9AM... after gym we went for lunch at 11... toking through the lunch about ME(Mobile Equipement)... haha... then we walked to simei, east point coz sijia needed to find some office wear, in other words, she found herself a job le... starting tommorrow... haha... after walking around east point, we walked back to tampines and had out tea break at Ya Kun before heading to my place. Reached my place at about 4 plus le... haha... chatted and played with my cousin... lots of fun and laughters... :) both of them went off at about 6 plus.. i think... 1 whole day spent... :)

ok le la... i think i end here le...

Monday, March 21, 2005

7:27PM Slacking.....

1 more week to total freedom... away from programming, wireless tech.... I will then be rotting and slacking thoughtout... For the past few months, alot of time was spent on programming, presentations and report... though abit stressful la... but sort of enjoying the busy time... at least would be like now... alot of time but cannot slack... haha...

Friday went for class gathering at Marina Bay for steamboat... food was ok... enjoyed the walked from Marina Bay to Raffles, though abit boliao to walk that for MRT... haha.. Was talking to ailing and sarah about the hostel thing if i can get in to university... though chances are limited... But now i have come to a conclusion that I will not stay in the hostel le... sort of like a little gal who will miss home ba... abit hopeless though...

Next monday is the last and only paper, Wireless Technology... Alot of things to memorise... but abit slacking... haha... dun have the exam mood... hai.... but nevertheless, got to start to read abit each day... wish mi lucks man...

JIA YOU for every1 who are preparing for their exam... good lucks... :)

*Learn to respect others first!*

Thursday, February 03, 2005

11:02 -just finish dling sql server and msn beta-

So tired today... ytd actually gt tuition but didn't go in the end... wasn't really feeling well... after lunch with sarah, went to bus interchange.. actually wanna go grandma's plce first de... was waiting for bus... feeling abit weird and funni in the throat, nose and everywhere la... so called my student to tell him i going over on friday instead... then took a bus home...

Went to see the doctor at 2 plus... wasn't many people but seem like he took a long time to attend to each paitent... haha... having flu, swelling throat, fever... sad sia... this month like visit the doc alot of time le...

Now no more fever le... my nose n throat abit better le... today, got to do up some stuffs... have to set a mathematics revision paper for my student... then will be doing abit of my FYP... gng to due soon le... sian... scared it is not gng to be a good one. But anyway, I gt to jia you!

Guys, Remember to JIA YOU too :) CNY next week le... take care and drink more water. :)

Friday, January 28, 2005

12:09 AM -lost!-

Hai... nothing much was done today! *as usual!* hai... now abit lost n confused le... think i am going abit off track le... got to got myself back to the track asap.... :)

Today, my sis went bugis shop shop with her friend... gt her to go to Kinokuniya... haha... she saw 3 books that i wanna buy de but sad to say that ony "The Wedding" is sort of in good condition. So asked her to help mi buy... haha... dad gonna pay for it (b'dae present) haha... However, I not goona read it yet... coz it is actually a follow-up book for "The Notebook". guess it will be better if i read "The Notebook" first.

Tml going to sarah's place to install the SQL server(localhost de)... hopefully everything will be ok... gt tuition in the afternoon... n gonna visit my grandma tml oso... she having cough so bring her the medicine that mummy bought.... Eeveryone seem to be sick lo... guess coz of the weather...

gonna stop here... got to go to bed le... tml gt to wake sis up at 8am... hehe... take care guys, remember to drink more water :p

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

11:00AM - no "lin gan" for FYP-

Time flies sia... 1 more month to the deadline of FYP submission... So scared that I cannot finish my project... Have been making myself confused lo... hai... But really hope that starting from today, I m able to get some stuff done so that I can show it to Mr. Ng next tuesday. JIA YOU!

14 more days to Chinese New Year!!! haha... actually didn't really help in cleaning the house this year... haha... getting lazier le... hehe... Everyone in my family got our clothes le... guess we have nothing much to buy le. maybe somemore dry food ba...

Past 2 days had been going for tuition. Coz student gt a maths test today and that why I gave him an extra lesson ytd... he was doing quite well ytd... ytd was a English test and he gt 19/20... so happy for him... hopefully he will do well in his maths paper today! -pray-

Oh ya... I finish reading another novel le... "The Rescue" by Nicholas Sparks *again!* haha... sort of getting addicted to his books le... This book (The Rescue) is another great book... And the ending was abit sad but nevertheless, the ending was a good one. I still have 5 more books of his to get:
  1. Three Weeks With My Brother
  2. The Wedding
  3. The Guardian
  4. The Notebook
  5. Nights in Rodanthe

Read from one of his official website that he is finished writing a new book "True Believer"... the title itself sound attractive enough to attract mi... haha... Guess his books really got mi hook on. haha.... Lucky my dad is always willing to get me new novels...

okay le la... I shall stop here... :) take care everyone!


Saturday, January 15, 2005

2:40PM -away from FYP-

haha... haven't been updating my blog for a veri veri veri long time le... Actually oso dunno wat to update lo... i super no life de... hahaha...

Currently got to try to do up my FYP lo... due on 28 Feb... so every1 must JIA YOU wor.... :) Everything is going fine... except that there are times when i really dun feel like doing anything....

Next week gt noWT... haha... that means my break will start next week... 3 weeks of break! No Common Test!!! hahha... but got assignment to do la... then gt to help clean up the house oso... CNY coming le... haha... oh ya... ytd my dad bought a pink dress for my sis... was veri nice... and she look extremely pretty in that dress!!!

I have shifted back to my study room le... now changing a desk with my sis... haha... but still my table look extremely untidy... hahaha...

That's all.... gt to acc mummy go buy thing le. :)