11:06PM

starting a new chapter soon...

haha... 3 yrs of education in poly ended a few months ago... which means i have been rotting for a long time le... haha... went thru the photos we took from the first yr to the final yr... a few of us changed... every1 looked so kid-dy when we just got into poly... see us in suits, haha... all matured looking le... but not sure if we have mature inside ma... haha... but nevertheless, guessed, we all enjoyed our days in np... :)

has been moving forward to another chapter of my life le... mayb it is gng to be the last chapter of education in my life... so gng to try to do things differently, i hope... haha... started off the chapter wih matriculation on this wed... met up with william at the mrt station b4 meeting dap and rachel... a guy from np... lucky enough, he lives in tampines oso... someone to acc mi during my train ride le... but i still prefers girls' talk.. haha... u shld noe who i toking abt ba.. hahaha...

everything went smoothly... except the part where i din gt my matriculation card... seem like the one i had sent a few weeks ago to replace the one that has disappeared is abit useless... haha... had to take a photo that so that they can do up my card... everything was done instantly... went off to join the rest of them... but still i leave early coz meeting friend in the afternoon... at first tot everything was done le but was stuck in a cca fair... haiz... dun mention le... so crowded and a lot of rubbish papers... haha....

on thurs went for the briefing... at first wanted to be there for a tea session but didn't make it in time coz dap they all went to see their laptop.... so in the end mi rot til 2 to go for the computing briefing... so long nv go into a lec hall to listen to a talk or lec le... haha... fall aslp half way thru but woke up veri soon... and guess wat... the briefing that we wanted to listen was the online bidding part de... coz all of us blur and confused abt wat we supposed to do to get the module we wanna study... but anyway the briefing wasn't doing much help... all of us "catch no ball"... hahaha...

did the bidding thing on thurs nite from 11PM to 2AM lo... haha... looking at the module description make mi feel so blur and helpless... totally no idea of wat to take... haha... but still got to a decision of the mod to take... of course is with the help of dap n the rest la... haha...

the next activity will be mon de ba,.. the start of the FOW (Freshman Orientation Week)... have to be there by 9AM... abit early la... coz haven't been waking up that early for a long time le... but going off early coz gt tuition at 2... i m in the same team as dap, ailing and a few other np de... team name is village of water... funny name... haha.... hope dun hv boring games lo... wouldn't be going to sch for the whole week... lazy la... but will definitely be there on thurs for unix workshop... main purpose... haha :)

This is the start of my life in NUS... but i still miss my train rides and lesson in NP... haha... but nvm... we will keep in contact no matter how busy we r de, right? miss u guys :)

5.12PM

finally updating my blog in the afternoon le... haha... from the time, i found that i hv been blogging early in the morning or late at night?!?! haha... watever la... haha... nowadays have been gng to bed at about 2 AM and waking up at 9AM... abit bad la... haha... nvm gng to change le... gt to be in bed earlier and wake up earlier le...

Just now went for tuition at bedok... taught maths today.. topic time... haha... converting hours to minutes, minutes to seconds... think my student calculate til he siao lo... haha... too bad la, accessment bks too many such qns le la... me oso see still i blur le... next week will be better ba coz new topic on area and perimeter... and its the last topic wor... gng for revision le...

tonight gt tuition at my neighbour's place... monday is always so busy... good la, at least no need to do too much rotting at home... now waiting for mummy to finish cooking dinner... i m HUNGRY!!! haha... wed gt QET (English Test) at NUS... still thinking if i wan to go for it... sure to fail it de lo... so chaim... haha...

gng to start another new chapter of my life le... 1 August... soon le... haha... hope it's gng to be another fun and memorable one... of course hope that i will try out new stuffs... coz last few yrs of studies le... must try enjoy more... haha... but b4 the start of my new chapter, wanna meet up wif my friends oso... coz after then, not sure when gt time to go out together le... must plan plan abit... poly classmates, vanessa and jia... hmm.... -thinking-

that's abt all at the moment... see ya soon...

12:39AM

How true can you be to yourself? have u ever consider how much you actually understand abt urself? or even noe who u are? i guess as human being we always think that we noe wat's the best for ourselves or even tot we know wat we wan. but is that so?

So early in the morning, i started writing all this... haha... dunno why oso... but it just come across my mind. suddenly i not sure who i really m. seem like i have always try to be someone i think i shld be and seems to lose my real self. or shld i say i dunno who i m. after the graduation cermony, i asked myself whether or not this is wat i wan. i din manage to answer myself... coz i m not sure too... yes, i noe i wan to win... i dun wan to be looked down... dun wan to disappoint my parents... everytime i get a distinction, i expect myself to get more the next time... this is how i got thru these 3 yrs...

3 yrs le... i dunno wat i have done... how much i have achieve... so different feeling... this wasn't how i felt when i finish my o'levels... after o'levels, i missed my busy days in sch... i was really happy coz i done alot for the school... i performed, organized fairs, helped in RC and learnt alot of things that i nv tot i can do it... all this had been more than enough to convince myself that i did well... and until now i still missed the time when i practise for my opera performance or any other ones...

now, after graduation from poly... i noe i got to know a grp of good friends and i shared happy memories with them... i sort of did well in my studies.. and i noe i didn't disappoint my parents... but these did not convince myself about my success... i envy u guys... have a wide social circle... alot of memories to be taken with u... compared to mi, inactive person... i seem to have losed... totally losed... now i understand wat it means by all rounded... i remembered reading characteristic of aquarius... needs attentions... mayb its true ba... i seem to be doing alot of things to catch people's attention but halfway thru, i will back out... i nv seem to be doing wat i wanted to do and always back out halfway thru...

I want to stand out of my limitations... but i just can't find the courage to do it... just like this time... going to uni... i wanted to go for the camp but i did not... coz i noe i am not an outgoing person not one who is sociable... din have the courage to go... haiz... mi really hopeless ar... haha... but nvm la... used to it le...

After so much of rubbish that i wanted to tell myself... haha... ok le la... so late le... gng to zz soon le :)

12:03AM

first announment: I M GRADUATED!!! o.o

this is the first announment and the most important one... haha... after 3 years of studies in NP... but the times spent there will always stay with mi :)

First semester
the worst sem... as usual, i dun get used to environment easily de... so was quite hard lo... then mi not a veri out-going person, so social circle is super tiny. hahaha... but i was veri lucky, coz i met sarah!!! my secondary classmate for lit lesson... haha... was super suprised that we were in the same class... at the same time, i was really happy to see a familiar face though we nv talk during secondary time...

then during the orientation, still nv really make friends but gt to know the other gals in my class... pam, dap, ailing and huimin. remembered dap give us the first impression of being an ah lian... haha, coz of her golden hair... mm... mayb i shld go find the first class photos that we took... hahaha....

first sem gt relax la... no exams... so good lo... but anyway it's just a start... haha...took psp1, csa, fs and immf... first lesson psp1, draw house!!! haha... we were like complaining that we have to calculate the cordinates lo... haha... but sharon goh was a nice lecturer la... csa was abit hard for me la... coz need to memorize alot of computer parts and their function... immf was abit useless la... haha... more like the lecturer some how cannot make it lo... fs was fine... onli some part abit harder... but overall can la..

i still remember there was once when mi, dap, pam, ailing and sarah stayed in the library and chat for veri long lo... so long that we missed one of our IS (is it community service de???)... then dap shoes spoilt... haha... in the end she use staple to hold the rubber on the bottom of her shoes... hahahhaha

Second semester
took evp, bis, cnm, os, psp2... the most laughters and fun lesson will be cnm... haha... pam, sarah, mi... but that wasn't the worst times... haha... is like a beginning for a show, havn't reach the climate yet... haha...

evp was the first assignment that almost the whole class spent nights at the school atrium just to hope our programs worked. mi, sarah, pam and marcellus worked as a team... haha... and i still remembered wat marcellus said about pam wor... haha... frogie!! hahaha.... and the frogie that mi and sarah found on the floor while walking to the bus stop... haha... though tiring but we had fun... go home at night was so good... haha... still can choose which seat we wanted... haha...

os was a module that proof our class ability.. haha... we learnt almost everything on our own lo... coz we had a hopeless lecturer... haha... and this was when i felt that our class had a strong bond... or at least everyone was willing to help each other in ways...

Third...Fourth semester
life was almost the same. lecture, tutorials and practicals... this was when mi, pam and sarah started to be even crazier during our aspm... haha... remembered there was once when we were walking toward the classroom... haha... mrs goh said that we looked like princesses... walking so slowly... hahahaha.... then we also gt some warnings from her as we started laughing... haha... 3 crazy gals...

this is also the sem when we started to celebrate b'dae for classmates... dap's was the first one that we celebrated as a class... mango cake from begawan solo... haha... the whole level even went blackout on that day lo...

SA during the fourth sem was super like shit... haha... we even skip a lecture to go for class outing at mac... haha... whole class lo... haha.... saved the lecturer time to mark our attentance i guess... hahaha

French lesson was the most difficult on in the fourth sem lo... is like a baby learning to tok... haha.. but quite fun lo... guess now i have already return everything to the lecturer le.. hahaha....

Fifth semester
Really busy one... 4 programmings at the same time... haha...3 javas and one C... mi and sarah were like looking on a brighter side... we were only taking 2 programming modules... java and c++... hahhaa... in between, we had some problems with out pwa assignment but lucky andy ng was kind enough to give as more time and even pass us for that assignment...

in this sem oso met this crab guy... haha... super noisy and unreasonable... dun even think that he is older than us lo... so immature... haha... worst thing was being in the same class as him for like 2 modules lo... haha... so super sian...

we also had our ITP b4 the start of this sem... mi, pam, dap and sarah worked for the same person.... four of us went through thick and thin together... haha... no $$... haha... but nevertheless, i think we had fun during the attachment

Last semester
FYP was the biggest topic then... everyone was busy with their proj especially the last few weeks... haha... lucky for mi that i started working on the program early... all thanks to my supervisor... haha... during then i learnt alot... had to solve some bugs on my own coz supervisor dun wanna help... haha... but it was for my own good la... haha... preparing report was oso another hard task... haha... then demo, super nervous lo... haha... but lucky everything was more or less worked out...

Prom nite after our exams... had fun then... at filton... chatting with jon, sarah and pam... and oso gotta chased out by on of the hotel personnel... haha... was abit paisei la... spent the night at sarah's place... and of course i still remembered pam gotta cheated... haha... expired lucky draw prize... hahaha....

latest, graduation cermony! haha... was so nervous today lo... the prize presenter suprised mi with a qn lo... what kind of sport do u play? I was like HUH?!?! hahaha.. so paisei lo... haha... but nvm la... all over le... the had dinner with a few of my classmates... haha... ate alot... hahaha... even until now i m still so full...

ok le la... wenzi tired le... wanna go find my pooh bears le... haha... good nites everyone.... thanks for all the memories that you all have given mi... :) hope to see ya soon again

After lunch...

Ytd went to airport to sarah off for her oversea studies... looking at her walking further and further away, feeling just the same as wat the card said (the card that was given to her by us ytd). Really gonna miss her alot, especially when i have to travel to school alone... 3 years of train rides, bus rides, lectures, tutorials, practicals and assignments together have left mi with alot of memories... the talks we had on the way to sch, the laughter we had during our maths lessons, the joy and fun we had during breaks and b'dae celebrations... all these will nv br forgotten :) Thanks for all these times.

had fun and alot of laughter(from pam) ytd... saw a few of my secondary schoolmates... met up with steven at tampines first b4 heading to the airport to meet the rest. then ate dinner at swensen. haha... flying banana!!! hahaha.... after then we went off, as usual, took alot of photos and had lots of fun! :)

tml is our graduation day! 3 years of studies in NP, finally graduating... tml might be the last time we gng to meet up as a class ba... after then everyone with be busy with their own stuffs... dun think there will be much gathering... but of course must try to have once in a while kind of gethering. haha...

last going now to bugis.. gng to acc dad go sim lim to exchange his electronic components.. haha.. gtg prepare le... bye... c ya soon :)

12:41AM [0.0 awake!]

haha... see wenzi still online!! not in bed yet... haha... actually gng to zzz le la... just finished changing my blogskin... Winnie the Pooh! haha... abit childish la... but i just like the colour, orange! seem so bright and the smile on pooh always bright up my day... hope it will bring smiles onto every1's face...

take care, gd nite!